smitten doesn't even get close...

love puddles..................................................

erin and i are seriously aaron and jeremy re-incarnate in different sex.this will be erin's 2nd night over here... aaron and jeremy's long standing record of 3, so we're getting close. we've done 2 nights here, and 1 night at her house, but i don't think that counts.

i saw my ryan today, and he of course was adorable. his cuts and bruises from football camp are still huge, but starting to get smaller... i loves me some ryan, sometimes he's just too perfect... but that's not a bad thing, not a bad thing at all... he's really just sweet, wonderful, sucha gentleman, and dare i say perfect... thank the Lord for Ryan.

quote of the day:
"wine comes before..."
if you were in that conversation, i don't have to finish that statement, if not, too bad for you...

smell of the day:
Bath and Body Works : Creamy Coconut
why: that's the lotion i wore today, and it smells good. thanks to kelly baumgartel i smells like coconut. i love the baumgartel famile, they are so great. mrs.karen, mr.b, kell*b, and even joseph...great family.

accent of the week:
German
erin was playing belle from beauty and the beast, and belle is supposed to be french, and erin made her german, fun times....

love puddles.....................................

first week of school is done...

sometimes i just get frustrated, and want to be the average teenager. but i can' t do that. i'm a christian. and it's hard.

quote of the day:
"grape"
another from brian regan

smell of the day:
Avon:mark. :Garden Blu
why: i became a mark. representative today, if you're a teenage girl, and you wear makeup, talk to me.

love puddles................................................

today was pointless, as are many of my days... especially ones spent accomplishing nothing. i went to school, yay... i got my schedule changed, big yay! that's about it.

quote of the day:
"imbecilen!"
brian regan
very funny guy.

smell of the day:
Cool Water
why: bestfriend cassie ponder wears it, and she always smells good, she and i have the phoiba of "stink" we both always think we stink.. and her C.W. smells good... so yea, C.W.on C.P.

accent of the week:
NORTHERN
great times speaking in dialect... especially this one... the word khakis turns in to kyai-ees and heay nouw donntcha knowe... fun times... with bobby's world.

well, gonna go to do some laundry and try to write a speech.

love puddles.......................................

two down, 178 to go...
these past two days have actually been somewhat enjoyable... somewhat.

i'm conflusterated.. so i'm gonna go think now...

more later...

love puddles...................

lunch was great.my last day of freedom spent with best friend and really good friend who happens to be a boy. and arica... she's... no, not gonna judge, or talk about her.... ANYWAY

i almost feel bad, no i do feel bad about taking ryan to lunch, and he being the only guy, he says he doesn't care, but i hope he's not just trying to cover up the "caring".... he's just so wonderfull. he's such a gentleman, he opened doors, pulled out chairs, and even paid for lunch... isn't he great. i offered to pay, but no... he has to be wonderfull! lol... he's been at football camp all this past week, and that boy has scars like no other... last night at the Hickman county night out against crime, he was doing his boy scoutly thing. he had to make a very small model of a very large monkey bride, and he had rope burns really bad after going across the bridge, and he's so tough and manly around me, i really like that he's the mocho guy... and i really like that he's such a wonderfull guy... thank you Lord for Ryan.

well, with me starting school tomorrow, i have mixed feelings... i'm excited and then i'm like, nope, don't wanna go... but being in C.C. will help a lot of things hopefully. i've fixed the cracks in my manicure, re-done my toenails, gotten a hari cut, had my eyebrows waxed, and gone shopping for a cute outfit for the first and second day... and now, i'm just like, ok, just wanna know what my classes are, and then i wanna go home.. is that a crime, NO!

quote of the day:
"i can't stay, tomorrow i'll be on my way... so don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed, 'cause when you wake up, i won't be there..."
-simple plan

smell of the day:
Ryan
why: the boy smells good... i mean what can i say, he smelled really good the night of the military ball, and he smells good everytime i see him/smell him... lol... i can't really describe it other than good. especially today, after the total of around 4 hours we spent together today, i can't get his smell out of my nose, and i think it's a good thing... i like his smell... so come to church and smell ryan.. NO, please don't...

well... i guess i'll go be smitten some where else...

love puddles..............................................................

going out to lunch with ryan, and erin and who ever erin brings... i'm excited!

well, hopefully joel, erin, ryan and i are going to lunch tomorrow @ cracker barrel. erin and i are going to the Ezra's Prayer concert tonight at the justice center, i'm excited!

quote of the day:
"I gotta get through this..."
daniel bedingfield

smell of the day:
Old Spice
why:my daddy used to wear it all the time, and he still wears it, and i love it...

love puddles...................

i've just read a page of a friend, and i am VERY confused about a lot of his situation now... he knows who he is... he could inform me... it would make me quit worrying about him... you know i love ya.

love puddles......................

yay beans! i got money today! neato! and lets see, we had our singing at church and it was great. i throughly enjoyed it.

i got sunburnt today, but it's a good sunburn b/c by the time i go to school (on MONDAY) it will be the perfect color... yippee

quote of the day:
"The Lord is my light, and my salvation..."
from a song and a Psalm...

smell of the day:
Vickie's Hush Hush: Secret Crush
why: vitoria's secret makes some good smells! and i especially love this one, i have the lotion, and it's just great... so getcha some/or whatever, V.S. S.C

not really anything to say.... other than Kelly came over last night we watched just married, funny movie, and we went to bed around 2:30, and woke up at 5 til 7 to take her home... that was fun.

ryan got back from football camp today... that makes me smile.

love puddles..................................