angry words

does some one ever tick you off so much you just grit your teeth and have this burning pain to kick something? oh boy, do i. it is worse than ever. and i can't stand any more of it. it angers me how much of a terrible thing this has turned out to be. i never thought it would get this bad... boy was i wrong. i thought being surrounded by harding- and everything it is would make her a better christian, a better person... no. it honestly makes me want to cry. i want my old bestfriend back- who is this person?