THIS IS MY 100TH POST!
yay! 100 posts and still running strong. i cried this morning laying in bed, not wanting to get out of the warmth of my toasty water bed... but anyway... i think cried because i didn't cry last night at graduation... i knew i would, so, i surpressed it, and saved it for this morning... not too bad, only a couple of tears. no sniffles or sobs... oh well...
so i suppose there's another year in the bag for me. 11 down... 2 to go... at the same time that extreme realization is both amazing and very sad. but more amazing and wonderfull.... at least at the moment. in 2 years(yesterday) i'll be standing on the DCHS football field, in my white robe, cap and diploma in hand, whinning that my feet hurt because of my cute shoes, surrounded by those i love, and those that love me, smiling for the camera... and also crying that it's over. that those 4 years are nothing but a great memory... spending 4 years with a group of people you see practically every day, and then one day just waking up and they aren't there anymore... is pretty not cool. the only cool part of graduation will be knowing i'm off to Harding to meet all new people, and spend 4 more years with them, but see them everyday, and live with a couple of 'em... and of course knowing that i did it... i know i say that i can't wait to get out of dickson/hickman county... but i won't deny it... i'll cry at my graduation... i'll cry hard.
love puddles...................................................
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