erin and i arein arkansas- trying to make her come here.
it's fun.
list for today:
"things i need to do"
1. finish art project
2. finish "summer reading"
3. clean my room
i'll tackle those when i get home.
las night was fun, we stayed in karyn, carrie,and katie's room- fun times. erin and i both had a bed to our selves- very nice,cool girls. tonightwe're staying with jessie. she's fun.
quote of the day:
"maturity is a very magical thing...
now you see it,








now you don't."
found that in jessie's room, thought it was funny.
coming home thursday.
peace out.(yes that's 2 fingers karyn)

caleb's dad died monday morning from a massive heart attack. a stint in his neck ruptured and caused loss of blood flow to his brain and heart. caleb's 7 year old brother found him when he tripped over him around 3:00 monday morning. the funeral was today. and it was rough. it was hard to get through. mike was an awesome man.
don't take for granted what you have. it may be gone tomorrow.
pray for the brown family, jennifer{mike's wife}mike jr.{22}, caleb{15}, and issac{7},and their whole family. today was a hard day for them.

well, i hate school. but, who didn't know that. i hate my teachers, except one, being mr.jones- who is, coldhearted, but awesome. he and mr.bone have been my best teachers through-out all of high school. they make me go to school. so- school sucks, they make me go. what's a girl to do?
i can't take a test to save my life.every time i study my butt off i get in the classroom knowing everyhint i studied. the teacher hands me a piece of paper and there it goes! out the window! i nolonger know anything and i feel like a complete moron when i leave 22 questions blank on a test!
ha, venting sure makes me feel better.
the welton is evil. she grades work on whether she likes it or not, not your ablility to do the project or the amount of effort put in to it. she's a bad word.
i hate school.
although this is the last week before sprin break and there are only 48 schools days left. so there is hope. i just have to find it. you'd think 13 years of this crap is enough.
i'm so stressed out. it's bad. i need to quit caring. acctually, i don't care. it's just that it's so simple it gets on my nerves.
quote of the day:
"I'll do benefits for all religions. I'd hate blow eternity on a technicality."
-Bob Hope
are there ever those times in your life where you just want to bite something. hard. maybe you don't want to bite, but you want to hit something. well, i just want to bite something. really hard.
i can't even begin to express my frustratedness. it makes me type funny. i bang my fingers onthe keys like it's going to help... NO.
Lyn, get over it.

so- it's valentine's day, or as i like to refer to it: Single's Awareness Day or S.A.D. today was a rather good day. yesterday mom and i made fortune cookies for my friends, and they went over really well. mr.jones was impressed with my poetry:
Valentine's Day fortune cookie
To all you losers that hang out with me.
I'm cheap, so here's your treat. I'll be your
friend to keep. Gee, you sure are lucky. I hope
your Valentine's Day is full of love and
other crap. Just remember I'll be celebrating Single's
Awareness Day thanks to a certain ex-boyfriend
(the moron chap). I love you all and your friendship
is something I truly cherish. Remember: I Heart You!
And love will never perish.

i'm such a poet. lovely words...
everyone liked the fortune cookie except jeremy, and he's gay so he doesn't count. i thought erin was gonna cry, mr.jones loved it. julee and nate were really excited and nick was really cute about it. he put his fortune in his wallet so... i dunno. for those of you that don't know... i would kinda like to spend time with nick. he's really sweet.
my brother has a date tonight. i'm proud. and jealous. but... oh well.
quote of the day:
"a man is not where he lives, but where he loves."
i thought that was an appropriate quote for today.
hummmm....
have a great day.

the COOLEST thing that could EVER happen happend to ME today! i took "big tony" to work, andas i pulled of of ole'chuck's parking lot i heard "the noise of the day" on the party(local radio station) and i heard the anouncer say "the 25th caller wins ryan cabrera tickets!" a. ryan cabrera is hott, b. he sings really good, c. he's hott, d. he writes his own music, e. he's hott, and f. he doesn't dance.... SO i call about 5 times after a busy signal a guy answers the phone and says "the party." that's all he said, he didn't tell me what number i was- so i asked him what caller i was and I WAS NUMBER TWENTYFIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW FREAKIN AWESOME IS THAT?!?!?!?!? i had to pull over on the side of the road because i got so flustered and excited because not only is this the first time in my life i have EVER WON ANYTHING, but i won ryan cabrera tickets! i am so thrilled! erin and i are going on feb. 8th to rocket town to see ryan cabrera! and the seat are up close, so that's really awesome! yay! i just couldn't believe it, i said "you're kidding! no way!" i was freakin' out! but jeremy said i sounded good on the radio, so, YAY!
quote of the day:
"do anything, but let i produce joy."
-henry miller.
I'M GOING TO SEE RYAN CABRERA ON THE 8TH OF FEB!

well, today was as any other day: torture. i don't like ms.welton- the woman drives me batty.i like her out of the class room, just not in it. SHE'S SO WEIRD! when i'm in her class i feel as if my creative juices aren't flowing, but rather are frozen. this lady is cookey. but, in other news...
not really doing anything this weekend, i don't think. not really sure yet- i left my homework in my locker... congratualtions lyn, you're a moron.
if you haven't heard i'm number 60 of 291 seniors graduating in may. so that's cool. i'm excited.
quote of the day:
"If the world did not suck we would all fall off."
-alexis seitins, i knew he would be good for SOMETHING one day. thanks brother number 3.
umm... i'm gonna go try to do the homework i left in my locker.
peace out.

ok, my mother asks how she got a wonderful daughter like me? my answer, she's lucky! and because she's umm... lucky.
ok, so onto the next big question of the day! which is:


ok, so now that that's done, we move on to high school.
it sucks.
ok, in oter news...
quote of the day:
"the best things in life are not things"
-unknown. let us all stress this point to ourselves.
ah ha! i do have interesting news, lacey and morgan broke up, REALLY long story... and cade and laura broke up(thank goodness) so- morgan is now single. this could be good.
hummm...
well, i'm off to be creative.
peace out.

well,my weekend in memphis was fun, and i'm just glad i don't have to go to school tomorrow. i had fun, and little sleep, but it's ok.
i hate school.

AMAZING GRACE! is about all i have to say.
well... i'm going to go finish writing an essay for jonesy-give me a call if you need to speak words.
how do i put in to words what i need to with out hurting feelings? ARGH. once again i am a frustrated pirate.
a word on compassion with the quote of the day:
"The words you speak today should be soft and tender. for tomorrow you may have to eat them."
-anonymus
i had a lovely evening. but that's beside the point. if only i knew what the point was- i know the point and purpose- but eh... maybe when you're older.

wow. a lot has happened since december 13th... here we go.
i'm 18 now. which means i can buy my own lottery tickets!horray!
christmas was great! new year's was good, going back to school sucked, and mom died(my greatgrandmother) so- i really don't have a lot to say at the moment... i'm sure i will in a day or two.