that was a long post... amazing.

last night was so wonderful. it was basicly perfect...basicly.the ren cen can be really dumb...so can the people that work there. when ryan and i got to the RC they weren't set up yet, so of course we helped. and we were standing around a table, putting down candles when i noticed that ryan had a very large white blob on his uniform coatand that it was also on the other side of his coat. so he got a little anrgy, but no big deal, it wipes off. then ashley notices it on her dress! we finally find that there was ranch dressing all over the back of a chair, and sure enough... i got it on me too. some "smart" one and the ren cen had dropped a salad allover the back of that chair, and not bothered to clean up the dressing. she didn't even say she was sorry. now the fact that ryan, ashley, and i all had discolored spots on our selves was not a big deal at all... but the fact that that lady didn't say sorry! OH NO MA"AM! that's what really ticked me off...but oh well.... it wasn't that noticeable. besides the rest of my night took my mind off of it. ryan and i, along with the rest of JROTC of HCHS and thier dates had a good dinner, and good laughs and good fun. we went down stairs to dance and it was great. ryan and i shared every slow dance, and we talked each other in to line dancing to every stinkin' country song there was, and good time was had by all, i hope. well... ryan and i got "close"... i suppose we were acting like a boyfriend/girlfriend pair... mostly just holding hands and sitting close... but yea... i don't know. i just know i had a really wonderfully-wonderful time last night and i'm so glad i went. ryan looked really nice of course...he got a hair cut, and shined his shoes, and had on all his uniform junk... he looked spiffy. i thought he looked very nice. my corsage matched my dress perfectly,and i can't wait to see the pictures....yay! i'm so glad ryan asked me to go...it was just...great, awesome, fun, neat, wonderful, amazing...pick one. oh yea, he pulled out my chair for me EVERYTIME i sat down, with-out fail...he's great...and so sweet. one word... yay!
quote of the day:
"i hope you dance..."
that dance song by...??faith hill?? was the last song that ryan and i danced to last night... i think. i can't really remember, but that was the best dance we shared.
misty did my hair, and it turned out really pretty.i liked is... it's still done, there's a LOT of hair spray in there! so tonight, or tomorow morning i'll wash it out. it's just pretty.
aaron goes home today...we had a fun week, other people need him (harding) to see him back "home".
alexis and wally came over last night, and carrie was here too, on a date with aaron. something amazing: i was not brusied at all last night! thank you alexis...
aaron told wally to take me to prom... it'd be fun, i'd go... i don't know how ryan would feel, and i don't know that ryan should feel... but if he asks me i'll go... if not, i'm in no way heartbroken. wally's a cool kid.
we got to keep our toasting glass...it's like a champiange glass with a silver fade into blue handle, and the date, and theme, and all on the glass, it's really pretty. and ryan let me keep his little seat label thingy, you know the little thing that they sit in front of your plate to tell you where to sit... what ever that thing is....
but anyway i'm rambling now... last night was wonderful... i'm still smiling, that's how perfect it was, i just can't quit smiling. i'm happy...
love puddles...............................................

well, today's the day.
i've been up for 2 hours and i'm pretty much ready to go. i thought i would have needed more time, so i woke up early... i took about a 45 minute shower...and then got dressed for the day, and put on my make up...it's pretty. nothing special though. i'll leave the special part to the dress. all i have left to do is get my hair done, slide on my shoes and dress... and wait for Ryan. he's so cute. i imagine he'll look wonderfully handsome in his uniform...hehehe. i'm really excited.i did my nails yesterday and my toenails on thursday night...i guess i was hoping that would make the days go by faster...it didn't help. but it's finally here. and i feel pretty already. i'm inlove with my shoes! mostly because they're flip-flops, but they're really cute. and with them on, i might be as tall as ryan.wow... that makes me feel special.i leave for misty to do my hair in 2 hours! ehh! 2 hours! oh well... it will all be worth the wait.
quote of the day:
"what it is chief!"
from undercover brother, i watched that last night... and thought it was pretty stupid. oh well.
love puddles.............................................

yay!

as the militaryball gets closer.. i just get more and more excited. i really am happy to be going. and i love my shoes! but seriously... today was so beautiful! beautiful enough for me to walk 2 miles! yes, all together! it was just so nice out, and i figured while i was trying to get a little sun, i could do something good for me, so i did. i'm still kinda pasty looking, but hopefully the next few days will be sunny.
quote of the day:
"wake me up inside...."
from dd soundtrack really cool song.
love puddles............................

i saw daredevil with aaron and will last night...it was pretty ok.got in about midnight and went to bed. now i need to go get ready to go to nashville... more later...
love puddles.....................................................

happy st.patty's day! today everyone is to watch boondock saints...and no you don't have a choice! aaron, will, dad and i are about to watch it...mom's seen it, and she didn't exactly like it. oh well....we knew she wouldn't. its a very cool movie... 2 very hott irish guys killing bad people....whats not to like?
quote of the day:
"don't cross the road if you can't get out of the kitchen..."
from boondock saints.
love puddles.....................

i got my shoes and earrings for the military ball on saturday! yay! and now i'm just waiting to see if misty will do my hair. hopefully she will. erin and i went shopping and got matching shoes and earrings yippee! we were so cute today...of course. well now i'm just rambling...
love puddles...
i'll shut up now...

erin and i drug our selves to see the sound of music last night... wow, i never thought i would say that is was bad.. oh wait, yes i did! it was terrible. not the best arrangement of it i had ever seen, and the cast was medioker...ok, can't spell. it... just sound it out. well, we had loads of fun, the show stank but we still had fun. so now we're getting ready for church, and being pretty... of course. aaron is home, and we had an awesome time at the concert on friday night! it was great! fun times for all.
quote of the day:
"the nazis are comming! lets sing!"
a direct quote from aaron about sound of music.
off to worship my almighty, powerful, wonderful, loving, forgiving creator...aka...God.
and happy birth day to G-ma.
love puddles.......................................

ahhh.. sweet bliss of spring break. two weeks of spring break for that... yay...i'm so happy. practices have been going well. and 3 days ago we were exactly a month from CLOSING! how sad is that? not very...yes, i love the show, i love the stage, but dear Lord the words "we love you conrad..." sure do get annoying fast... dear blessed spring break...
quote of the day:
"my heart is hard, my prayers are cold..."
aaron is on his way home, and we're going to blue moose when he gets here! yay!
love puddles.........................