Thursday, August 28, 2003

well... i'm too "ger" to talk about it right now.. so sorry, i'll talk about it later.

Sunday, August 24, 2003

a couple things to hit on:

1st: yesterday i got a flipphone... in the words of patrick, "it's pimp". it's silver and sparkley and shiny, and brand new. it's very nice. thanks to my mommy.

2nd: aaron just left to head back to harding, ergo....
smell of the day:
Brut
why: that's aaron's smell. he smells quite good too. so, find some Brut, or find aaron, traveling down to arkansas, and take a wiff.

3rd: i don't have a third, it was more than likely just random thought. AHAH! i remember what it was... if your phone (home/cellular) number was on my old phone, let me know so i can put it on my new one! yay!

quote of the day:
"sticks and stones can break your bones, but cement pays homage to tradition."
-Sophia Petrillo
that one comes from chuck grimes, a good friend who helps me win. that's what they're for...

love puddles...............................................

Friday, August 22, 2003

i finished a project in art today, it's really neat. i love it, but i'm not gonna tell you what it is, just that it's a shooting star.
we have about 5 projects in art going right now, mrs.hudson is crazy, but wonderful.

just to let you know... i did. if you don't understand that, it's perfectly ok, don't try to understand it, and above all, don't ask me! if you know/knew the situation, then yes, i did.

yummy... oh dear... ummm...

ANYWAY... i stayed after school today to learn the beauty shop pieces better, and it really helped... one of c.free's more briliant ideas. i audition for that tuesday, along with chamber singers, which i really want, i would like to have beauty shop, but if i don't get it, no biggie. but chamber singers, yea, i want that bad.

also next week are auditions for figments, i want that too, figments is going to be a really good show i think, and i hope to get loni 2, that's the part i want, loni 2... long story, really cool part.

quote of the day:
"on the hill, from the old town chapel, those evening bells would chime..."
from beauty shop audition piece...

smell of the day
Concert Chior: Bass/Tenor Sections
why: everyday, there is some guy in there that smells SO good, and i smell it all through class, and it's intoxicating... come smell us.... umm... no.

love puddles.........................................

Wednesday, August 20, 2003

zack just called, he's not coming, i kinda feel like crying... but i'm not going to...

puddles........................
today was good, along with the past couple days, i actually saw zack, and that's a really good thing... he's supposed to be coming to eat with us tonight, and then we'll go to ft.cooper for church.. so right now, just kinda waiting on him to get here...

well, i'll update almost intresting stuff later...

love puddles..................................

Sunday, August 17, 2003

last night was rather fun, and this morning ryan apologized for not coming last night, he's wonderful.

love puddles........................

Saturday, August 16, 2003

ryan's not coming bowling... which makes me quite miffed.... ger.

quote of the day:
"i don't know why i'm still waiting, i can't make you mine..."
from nfg.

kisses...

love puddles.........................
well, i spent the majority of my day swimming and the breece's and getting a little more sun. i succeeded... just a little tan. and we got to talking about how bored we were, and then decided to go bowling tonight, so darren, patrick, tara, jennifer, ryan and i are going to go bowling... hopefully ryan will come... i really hope he does. i haven't seen him in a day or two, so it's like i'm going through withdrawl... it's not that bad though... although i will admit i have cravings... hahahaha!

so now i'm just kinda waitng for him to call me back so i can know if i have to go pick him up or not... umph...

smell of the day:
My House
why: it just smells like home, when i've been at someone's house a long time(a couple days) it's always good to walk into my own house, and my own room, and smell "our smell" i don't really think our house has a smell, but that's probably because i'm so used smelling it. so walk one in... NO PLEASE DON'T, you'll probably scare the poo out of me...

well, i have to go away for a second... i'll post the rest later...

love puddles..............................................

Friday, August 15, 2003

one more thing... i lost all respect for someone today, to think that she would stoop so low is terrible, but the fact that she did stoop so low, is even worse than the thought.... how could you....?
ger.... why do i get frustrated over things that i don't try to change... if i want it a certain way, i should make/try to make it the way i want it... but do i put out the effort? no....
ahh... i thought of something i can be happy about, i ordered my class ring today, about 3 weeks till i get it... yay.
170 days to go... that's amazing. school, is school, glad it's friday....

quote of the day:
"The ideal dog food takes like postman"
saw that on an animal hospital sign... thought it was funny

smell of the day:
Vicky's Hush Hush: P I N K
why: its from VS so, of course it smells good, seqoia wears it, and she smelled good today...
so go to victoria secret, or find seqoia, and take a big wiff...

kinda solemn right now, no real feelings to express, nor things to discuss...

love puddles..............

Sunday, August 10, 2003

smitten doesn't even get close...

love puddles..................................................
erin and i are seriously aaron and jeremy re-incarnate in different sex.this will be erin's 2nd night over here... aaron and jeremy's long standing record of 3, so we're getting close. we've done 2 nights here, and 1 night at her house, but i don't think that counts.

i saw my ryan today, and he of course was adorable. his cuts and bruises from football camp are still huge, but starting to get smaller... i loves me some ryan, sometimes he's just too perfect... but that's not a bad thing, not a bad thing at all... he's really just sweet, wonderful, sucha gentleman, and dare i say perfect... thank the Lord for Ryan.

quote of the day:
"wine comes before..."
if you were in that conversation, i don't have to finish that statement, if not, too bad for you...

smell of the day:
Bath and Body Works : Creamy Coconut
why: that's the lotion i wore today, and it smells good. thanks to kelly baumgartel i smells like coconut. i love the baumgartel famile, they are so great. mrs.karen, mr.b, kell*b, and even joseph...great family.

accent of the week:
German
erin was playing belle from beauty and the beast, and belle is supposed to be french, and erin made her german, fun times....

love puddles.....................................

Saturday, August 09, 2003

first week of school is done...

sometimes i just get frustrated, and want to be the average teenager. but i can' t do that. i'm a christian. and it's hard.

quote of the day:
"grape"
another from brian regan

smell of the day:
Avon:mark. :Garden Blu
why: i became a mark. representative today, if you're a teenage girl, and you wear makeup, talk to me.

love puddles................................................

Wednesday, August 06, 2003

today was pointless, as are many of my days... especially ones spent accomplishing nothing. i went to school, yay... i got my schedule changed, big yay! that's about it.

quote of the day:
"imbecilen!"
brian regan
very funny guy.

smell of the day:
Cool Water
why: bestfriend cassie ponder wears it, and she always smells good, she and i have the phoiba of "stink" we both always think we stink.. and her C.W. smells good... so yea, C.W.on C.P.

accent of the week:
NORTHERN
great times speaking in dialect... especially this one... the word khakis turns in to kyai-ees and heay nouw donntcha knowe... fun times... with bobby's world.

well, gonna go to do some laundry and try to write a speech.

love puddles.......................................

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

two down, 178 to go...
these past two days have actually been somewhat enjoyable... somewhat.

i'm conflusterated.. so i'm gonna go think now...

more later...

love puddles...................

Sunday, August 03, 2003

lunch was great.my last day of freedom spent with best friend and really good friend who happens to be a boy. and arica... she's... no, not gonna judge, or talk about her.... ANYWAY

i almost feel bad, no i do feel bad about taking ryan to lunch, and he being the only guy, he says he doesn't care, but i hope he's not just trying to cover up the "caring".... he's just so wonderfull. he's such a gentleman, he opened doors, pulled out chairs, and even paid for lunch... isn't he great. i offered to pay, but no... he has to be wonderfull! lol... he's been at football camp all this past week, and that boy has scars like no other... last night at the Hickman county night out against crime, he was doing his boy scoutly thing. he had to make a very small model of a very large monkey bride, and he had rope burns really bad after going across the bridge, and he's so tough and manly around me, i really like that he's the mocho guy... and i really like that he's such a wonderfull guy... thank you Lord for Ryan.

well, with me starting school tomorrow, i have mixed feelings... i'm excited and then i'm like, nope, don't wanna go... but being in C.C. will help a lot of things hopefully. i've fixed the cracks in my manicure, re-done my toenails, gotten a hari cut, had my eyebrows waxed, and gone shopping for a cute outfit for the first and second day... and now, i'm just like, ok, just wanna know what my classes are, and then i wanna go home.. is that a crime, NO!

quote of the day:
"i can't stay, tomorrow i'll be on my way... so don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed, 'cause when you wake up, i won't be there..."
-simple plan

smell of the day:
Ryan
why: the boy smells good... i mean what can i say, he smelled really good the night of the military ball, and he smells good everytime i see him/smell him... lol... i can't really describe it other than good. especially today, after the total of around 4 hours we spent together today, i can't get his smell out of my nose, and i think it's a good thing... i like his smell... so come to church and smell ryan.. NO, please don't...

well... i guess i'll go be smitten some where else...

love puddles..............................................................
going out to lunch with ryan, and erin and who ever erin brings... i'm excited!

Saturday, August 02, 2003

well, hopefully joel, erin, ryan and i are going to lunch tomorrow @ cracker barrel. erin and i are going to the Ezra's Prayer concert tonight at the justice center, i'm excited!

quote of the day:
"I gotta get through this..."
daniel bedingfield

smell of the day:
Old Spice
why:my daddy used to wear it all the time, and he still wears it, and i love it...

love puddles...................

Friday, August 01, 2003

i've just read a page of a friend, and i am VERY confused about a lot of his situation now... he knows who he is... he could inform me... it would make me quit worrying about him... you know i love ya.

love puddles......................
yay beans! i got money today! neato! and lets see, we had our singing at church and it was great. i throughly enjoyed it.

i got sunburnt today, but it's a good sunburn b/c by the time i go to school (on MONDAY) it will be the perfect color... yippee

quote of the day:
"The Lord is my light, and my salvation..."
from a song and a Psalm...

smell of the day:
Vickie's Hush Hush: Secret Crush
why: vitoria's secret makes some good smells! and i especially love this one, i have the lotion, and it's just great... so getcha some/or whatever, V.S. S.C

not really anything to say.... other than Kelly came over last night we watched just married, funny movie, and we went to bed around 2:30, and woke up at 5 til 7 to take her home... that was fun.

ryan got back from football camp today... that makes me smile.

love puddles..................................