Saturday, May 31, 2003

THIS IS MY 100TH POST!

yay! 100 posts and still running strong. i cried this morning laying in bed, not wanting to get out of the warmth of my toasty water bed... but anyway... i think cried because i didn't cry last night at graduation... i knew i would, so, i surpressed it, and saved it for this morning... not too bad, only a couple of tears. no sniffles or sobs... oh well...

so i suppose there's another year in the bag for me. 11 down... 2 to go... at the same time that extreme realization is both amazing and very sad. but more amazing and wonderfull.... at least at the moment. in 2 years(yesterday) i'll be standing on the DCHS football field, in my white robe, cap and diploma in hand, whinning that my feet hurt because of my cute shoes, surrounded by those i love, and those that love me, smiling for the camera... and also crying that it's over. that those 4 years are nothing but a great memory... spending 4 years with a group of people you see practically every day, and then one day just waking up and they aren't there anymore... is pretty not cool. the only cool part of graduation will be knowing i'm off to Harding to meet all new people, and spend 4 more years with them, but see them everyday, and live with a couple of 'em... and of course knowing that i did it... i know i say that i can't wait to get out of dickson/hickman county... but i won't deny it... i'll cry at my graduation... i'll cry hard.

love puddles...................................................

graduation was last night... which for me was really sad. spence, kenrick, robin, larlana, ern, emily, dana, and andy are all gone. that really makes me sad. especially since dany winir is gone. that just makes me cry. but, oh well... i'll get over it... so there's not really anything else to talk about... kinda bored.
quote of the day:
" your friends are always there even though you can't see 'em."
love puddles..................................

Sunday, May 25, 2003

it's been quite a while since i've updated so in a few words let me bring you up to speed on the past couple weeks....
aaron and mom got home and we've been goofing off since he got here.
erin and i spent the weekend together last week, and then with aaron went to see X2 which is a very good movie.
yesterday erin and i made $100 each for helping out at jill roundtree's wedding... so that's cool. i came home smelling like beer and stuff, but the $100 makes up for it.
only 4 school days until i'm a junior... that makes me quite happy. and then only 2 more years... yay... joy.
quote of the day:
"hiccup..."
because i've had the hiccups all day....
well, not much of an update, i'll try to do more later.....
love puddles.....................................................................

Saturday, May 10, 2003

97
aaron and mom are leaving searcy soon, here in a bit, and so they'll be home later. yay! aaron will be home! yay! that makes me excited.
well, all i have is the quote of the day:
"when in doubt pull out"
thanks to the DCHS band for that one......
love puddles..........................

Thursday, May 08, 2003

well, i just had a lovely conversation with joel that i'm sorta kinda (should i be?) glad that we finally had. about old flames of mine... to him of course... he's glad i told, i well... ya know... dont' really care any more although i do on so many levels... i oddly had the gumption to tell him.. i'm amazed.
love puddles.................................
ok, i have 17 days untill i'm a junior, which means 197 school days until i'm a senoir, which in turn means only 367 days until i graduate! hahahahaha! counting down the days! and tomorow is friday which just makes me life peachy. something that makes it better though, aaron comes home saturday! yay! well, that's about all i have to say for now...
love puddles..........................