Sunday, March 30, 2003

sad to say that spring break is over... tear... oh well, back to school... and only 2 weeks till birdie! AHHH!!! you better be there!
love puddles..........................

Saturday, March 29, 2003

overall today was eventless... although i did start my biology paper, and i finished my latin extra credit. go me. i also hung up my blue jeans... wow. one point for me...
quote of the day:
"If brains were buckets, you'd be a shot glass."
that's from aaron...about somethin/one stupid we were watchin or hearing....
i need to go get gas so i can make it to church in the morning...
love puddles...................

Friday, March 28, 2003

i keep thinking about ryan.... amanda tells me it's because i like the boy... and well yes, i do, and then i think i do, and maybe, and yes, but... and.... GER! i like him, he's wonderful, great, amazing,a boy scout(the boy scout thing counts... a lot.)... so WHY IN HEAVEN"S NAME CAN"T I TELL HIM??!!! afraid of rejection... yes... timid.. yes, i know, i never thought those words would come out of my mouth about my self... but there they are. ::sigh:: i'll just keep thinking.
quote of the day:
"I wanna be the only one, for miles and miles, except for maybe you, and your simple smile...."
-dixie chicks...
i must say i don't really care what they think about war & bush... people are intitled to thier own opinions...and some people voice them nationaly and daily... so what's the big deal?
well, i suppose i've vented enough... even though i don't think that's posible...
love puddles................

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

i got new jeans today, and a new sweatery jacket thing. yay! and i got a picture fram for the picture of me and ryan yesterday. it's wiggly! it's really neat. i can't wait to see our pictures... i bet they're so cute.. hehehe... well... blah... gonna go now.
love puddles........................
my mom left this story in my guestbook, and i thought i'd share it with y'all:
it's my quote of the day:
"ONce upon a time there was a girl who fell deeply into like. She had lots of fun while it lasted because she knew that it was just a phase he was going through and he would get over it as soon as hunting season started. So she played her cards right and did not gush, grab, or glom and he remained a reliable date throughout high school instead of burning out in a quick, white hot flame."
having a reliable date is good. i feel like i have a few of those walking around.
I don't really have anything to say, so i'm leaving now...
love puddles.........................

Monday, March 24, 2003

questions of the guestbook have changed.
my feet have just now stopped hurting from saturday night... because of course i wore my shoes to church yesterday morning... i'm smart i know.
quote of the day:
"what i need now is an honest answer..."
thats from a song by the calling... cool band.
i'm a bucket of smiles.
love puddles............

Sunday, March 23, 2003

::smilling::
i was reading one of my previous posts, and wanted to add that ryan was still about an inch to 2 inches taller than i was last night, even with the shoes on.....oh well... he's wonderful.
that was a long post... amazing.
last night was so wonderful. it was basicly perfect...basicly.the ren cen can be really dumb...so can the people that work there. when ryan and i got to the RC they weren't set up yet, so of course we helped. and we were standing around a table, putting down candles when i noticed that ryan had a very large white blob on his uniform coatand that it was also on the other side of his coat. so he got a little anrgy, but no big deal, it wipes off. then ashley notices it on her dress! we finally find that there was ranch dressing all over the back of a chair, and sure enough... i got it on me too. some "smart" one and the ren cen had dropped a salad allover the back of that chair, and not bothered to clean up the dressing. she didn't even say she was sorry. now the fact that ryan, ashley, and i all had discolored spots on our selves was not a big deal at all... but the fact that that lady didn't say sorry! OH NO MA"AM! that's what really ticked me off...but oh well.... it wasn't that noticeable. besides the rest of my night took my mind off of it. ryan and i, along with the rest of JROTC of HCHS and thier dates had a good dinner, and good laughs and good fun. we went down stairs to dance and it was great. ryan and i shared every slow dance, and we talked each other in to line dancing to every stinkin' country song there was, and good time was had by all, i hope. well... ryan and i got "close"... i suppose we were acting like a boyfriend/girlfriend pair... mostly just holding hands and sitting close... but yea... i don't know. i just know i had a really wonderfully-wonderful time last night and i'm so glad i went. ryan looked really nice of course...he got a hair cut, and shined his shoes, and had on all his uniform junk... he looked spiffy. i thought he looked very nice. my corsage matched my dress perfectly,and i can't wait to see the pictures....yay! i'm so glad ryan asked me to go...it was just...great, awesome, fun, neat, wonderful, amazing...pick one. oh yea, he pulled out my chair for me EVERYTIME i sat down, with-out fail...he's great...and so sweet. one word... yay!
quote of the day:
"i hope you dance..."
that dance song by...??faith hill?? was the last song that ryan and i danced to last night... i think. i can't really remember, but that was the best dance we shared.
misty did my hair, and it turned out really pretty.i liked is... it's still done, there's a LOT of hair spray in there! so tonight, or tomorow morning i'll wash it out. it's just pretty.
aaron goes home today...we had a fun week, other people need him (harding) to see him back "home".
alexis and wally came over last night, and carrie was here too, on a date with aaron. something amazing: i was not brusied at all last night! thank you alexis...
aaron told wally to take me to prom... it'd be fun, i'd go... i don't know how ryan would feel, and i don't know that ryan should feel... but if he asks me i'll go... if not, i'm in no way heartbroken. wally's a cool kid.
we got to keep our toasting glass...it's like a champiange glass with a silver fade into blue handle, and the date, and theme, and all on the glass, it's really pretty. and ryan let me keep his little seat label thingy, you know the little thing that they sit in front of your plate to tell you where to sit... what ever that thing is....
but anyway i'm rambling now... last night was wonderful... i'm still smiling, that's how perfect it was, i just can't quit smiling. i'm happy...
love puddles...............................................

Saturday, March 22, 2003

well, today's the day.
i've been up for 2 hours and i'm pretty much ready to go. i thought i would have needed more time, so i woke up early... i took about a 45 minute shower...and then got dressed for the day, and put on my make up...it's pretty. nothing special though. i'll leave the special part to the dress. all i have left to do is get my hair done, slide on my shoes and dress... and wait for Ryan. he's so cute. i imagine he'll look wonderfully handsome in his uniform...hehehe. i'm really excited.i did my nails yesterday and my toenails on thursday night...i guess i was hoping that would make the days go by faster...it didn't help. but it's finally here. and i feel pretty already. i'm inlove with my shoes! mostly because they're flip-flops, but they're really cute. and with them on, i might be as tall as ryan.wow... that makes me feel special.i leave for misty to do my hair in 2 hours! ehh! 2 hours! oh well... it will all be worth the wait.
quote of the day:
"what it is chief!"
from undercover brother, i watched that last night... and thought it was pretty stupid. oh well.
love puddles.............................................

Thursday, March 20, 2003

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

as the militaryball gets closer.. i just get more and more excited. i really am happy to be going. and i love my shoes! but seriously... today was so beautiful! beautiful enough for me to walk 2 miles! yes, all together! it was just so nice out, and i figured while i was trying to get a little sun, i could do something good for me, so i did. i'm still kinda pasty looking, but hopefully the next few days will be sunny.
quote of the day:
"wake me up inside...."
from dd soundtrack really cool song.
love puddles............................

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

i saw daredevil with aaron and will last night...it was pretty ok.got in about midnight and went to bed. now i need to go get ready to go to nashville... more later...
love puddles.....................................................

Monday, March 17, 2003

happy st.patty's day! today everyone is to watch boondock saints...and no you don't have a choice! aaron, will, dad and i are about to watch it...mom's seen it, and she didn't exactly like it. oh well....we knew she wouldn't. its a very cool movie... 2 very hott irish guys killing bad people....whats not to like?
quote of the day:
"don't cross the road if you can't get out of the kitchen..."
from boondock saints.
love puddles.....................

Sunday, March 16, 2003

i got my shoes and earrings for the military ball on saturday! yay! and now i'm just waiting to see if misty will do my hair. hopefully she will. erin and i went shopping and got matching shoes and earrings yippee! we were so cute today...of course. well now i'm just rambling...
love puddles...
i'll shut up now...
erin and i drug our selves to see the sound of music last night... wow, i never thought i would say that is was bad.. oh wait, yes i did! it was terrible. not the best arrangement of it i had ever seen, and the cast was medioker...ok, can't spell. it... just sound it out. well, we had loads of fun, the show stank but we still had fun. so now we're getting ready for church, and being pretty... of course. aaron is home, and we had an awesome time at the concert on friday night! it was great! fun times for all.
quote of the day:
"the nazis are comming! lets sing!"
a direct quote from aaron about sound of music.
off to worship my almighty, powerful, wonderful, loving, forgiving creator...aka...God.
and happy birth day to G-ma.
love puddles.......................................

Friday, March 14, 2003

ahhh.. sweet bliss of spring break. two weeks of spring break for that... yay...i'm so happy. practices have been going well. and 3 days ago we were exactly a month from CLOSING! how sad is that? not very...yes, i love the show, i love the stage, but dear Lord the words "we love you conrad..." sure do get annoying fast... dear blessed spring break...
quote of the day:
"my heart is hard, my prayers are cold..."
aaron is on his way home, and we're going to blue moose when he gets here! yay!
love puddles.........................

Thursday, March 13, 2003

today is wonderfull... i'm once again sitting in biology in the computerlab "working on my paper" shh....
oh well... not like coach really cares what we do in his class. he's nutty. crazy kiddos.
well the quote of the day:
"...gently break my heart... "
love puddles.........................
more when i get home.

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

i got applause today for my solo during practice! that makes me happy! I'm really excited about the Military Ball, and i'm excited that i get to buy shoes to go with my dress! yay! shoes! well, now i'm going to bed.
quote of the day:
"i forgive her, she knoweth not what she doneth."
from BBB.
love puddles......................

Monday, March 10, 2003

ok, so my poetry isn't going to state, and yes i cried. but good news is our interp is! that gets a YAY! next, last night Ryan asked me to go to the Military Ball with him! that gets a double YAY! he's so cute! hehehe!
so i'm supposing my mood is now up to YAY!
quote of the day:
"Make me a servant Lord, make me like You..."
love puddles..........................

Friday, March 07, 2003

we did our interp today. i think we did quite well! and i really hope we did. only 1st and 2nd place go to state, so i really hope we did either of those. yay, district started today, and continues on in to the wee hours of tomorrow evening. cool beans! yay!
quote of the day:
"he had a face like 10 miles of bad road!"
from our interp!
love puddles.......................

Thursday, March 06, 2003

i'm off to write a paper about Julius Caesar...person not the play thank the Lord. i'm offly sleepy, and district starts tomorrow. interp tomorrow, poetry saturday...i dont even know what i'm going to wear! the next 2 nights i won't sleep. if i do it wil be very lightly... just because of a forensics tournament... i don't sleep. not because of jitters, but because it's tradition... i don't sleep before a tournament.... but since we don't have a 3 & 1/2 hour bus ride, i'm thinking that tonight may be an exception to tradition. much love goes out to "goldie red boxershorts", "abby", "suzie q", and "kenny chesney stuffs his pants with a pimento cheese samich" from "dirty little tramp".
quote of the day:
"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength"
from this little thing called a bible, by this guy named God...
love puddles...................

Wednesday, March 05, 2003

for some odd reason, my blog has not published my past 2 posts, so i will try to sum them all up together.
this week has been good so far, and praise the Lord it's wednesday!
if you know who he is..."dany" has been making my week very good... and if you don't know why or who he is... then i'm sorry, you can't know. that's the way life is. hehehe
my mood as of now has been updated to: tehehe...
for reasons which many people know, but willn't share with you... right...L-word, other other L-word, N-word, and B-word...
quote of the day:
"Kenny Chesney stuffs his pants with a pimento cheese samich!"
why Kenny Chesney stuffs his pants with a pimento cheese samich, i have no earthly idea...but hey, it works... thanks B-word.
love puddles.........................

Monday, March 03, 2003

ok... if you know who "dany" is... let me just say... YAY!
quote of the day:
"Lord be there fo rme when i fall... be there for me when i call.. be there for me dear Lord."
love puddles................

Sunday, March 02, 2003

my mood as of now: Blah...
for reasons which i know, but i willn't share with you.
love puddles.......................

Saturday, March 01, 2003

quote of the day:
"all the flowers of all the tomorrows are in the seeds of today."
-chinese proverb
love puddles................
tinkle tinkle in the car....
EEWWWWW!