Thursday, December 25, 2003

merry christmas... hope you all are having fun. love ya much.

love puddles....................

Saturday, December 20, 2003

i'm 17 now. yay! i had a very good birthday, even though i didn't get to see shaun. he and i are official now. have been for about a week.

i had a solo in the concert last night. everyone told me i did really good. and i think i did too. c. free likes me. that's good.

well... i'm going to see L.o.t.R. return of the king in about an hour or so... so i'm gonna skiddadle.

love puddles....................

Monday, December 08, 2003

it's been a while since i've done this...

well, shaun and i have been "comversing" for about 2 weeks. which is fun. i went to his house yesterday and ate lunch, then watched pirates of the carribean. we talk to each other everyday, and he came to see little women on friday. that made me happy.

erin has bronchitus... icky.

c.free is back, boy do i unlike her.

11 days till whose birthday? MINE! hahaha! all i really want for my birthday/chirstmas is a vehicle! preferably the red and tan jeep at chapels... hint cough...

quote of the day:
"my parents never liked me much when i was a kid, they always gave me a toaster and a blender as bathtub toys."
-rodney dangerfield

smell of the day:
Shaun
why: other than the obvious, he smells good, its odd... i can randomly smell him. if he's in waverly, and i'm here in dickson/at home... i can smell his smell... thank goodness he doesn't stink.

te he...

molly, molly, molly... giggle...

love puddles.....................................

Friday, November 28, 2003

wow.. thanksgiving weekend was fun.
family over here yesterday.
went with shaun & john to the mall today.
good times.
not really anything to tell except happy thanksgiving.

many kisses...
love puddles........................

Thursday, November 20, 2003

ahhh... i feel so much better now.
i'm on this "diet thing"... i drink a gallon of water a day and lose 10 pounds. a nice easy way to drop a few lbs. the bad thing is. i pee like every 4 seconds. i usually during the day(before i started this) went around once or twice a day, and now i go anywhere from 10-15 times a day. i know it's a lovely subject to be on, but its the truth.

anyway...

so i'm sitting in forensics regretting ever taking it. we were all thinking it was going to be fun, and a lot of practice so we wouldn't have to stay after school every day... well, some days are fun, and as you can guess, some days aren't. it seems like all we do is debate, or congress, and there is hardley any focus on individual events... i'm only taking it fall semester senior year, if even that.

little women is coming along nicely...
we go up and close in less than a month... how sad that is. i really enjoy working on shows,especially big ones, with big casts, and supposedly big houses. that excites me. i love my part, even though its not big, it's a very fun part. i get to dye my hair, and speak with and rish accent, how much more fun can you have? not much.

quote of the day-ish:
"wipe that golden tear from your mother dear, and hang what's left of the flag for me."
from flogging molly, the best irish rock/punk band there is.

smell of the day-ish:
Brandon Vetter aka Brannon
why: i sit beside him in chior and he usually smells good. he's a good friend of mine, and we are each other's confidants sometimes... when i can't tell erin something, or he can't tell steph something...

well, i need to leave....

love puddles.........................
ok, so i'll post... right when i get back from using the tinkle room...

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

life is great.
i'm alive.
enough said.

Monday, November 10, 2003

blah blah blah... blah blah blah blah.

that's about the extent of my post.

went to celebration, a good weekend overall.

ryan has had the flu. poor him. last monday he had a temp of 105, and had to be taken to the ER. i hope he's better.

quote of the day-ish:
"somebody's gotta case of the mondays!"
-from office space. good movie.

smell of the day-ish:
Ben Crawford
why:he smells "yummy" if that word is legal when describing how a guy smells... if not, it should be.

speaking of ben crawford, ben crawford maybe coming over on friday to watch boondock saints. ben crawford has already seen it, so he knows what he's in for. which is good. but ben and i might have fun on friday. that would be good.

hem... anyway...

love puddles................................

Thursday, October 30, 2003

i wouldn't call today fun. all though i must say a had a sense of hummor in the ambulance.
i flipped my 4runner this morning. it's completely totaled. no more of "the bus".
i over corrected after hitting a ditch on the way to get jeremy for school this morning. abiff road is the source of all evil. cassie mills, her mom judy, 2 guys i never saw the faces of, and an older lady in her dale ernheart pj's were the first to see me. the 2 guys got me out of the window by pulling the rest of it off. i flipped at least a car's length(don't know how high i went), and i was pointed the opposite direction i was going. landed on my side of the car, and walked away from it. my seatbelt saved my life. the guy in the ambulance said i probably wouldn't be alive if it weren't for it. i have some neck and back pains, and a lot of brusies(one on my elbow, my neck, my side, my hip, my leg, my knee, and my ankles) and some tiny cuts(on my hands). when i went back to the wreck site after all the x-rays in the ER, i was getting all my stuff that had fallen out when i flipped, and i had a "Jesus fish" on my back window, my "Jesus fish" was/is still in one piece, and has glass on the sticky side. . . i'm framing it. a long with a tiny piece of my windshield, and my haiwiian t-shirt airfresheners. i'm also saving my rearview mirror... why save all this stuff? to remind me everyday that God is watching out for me, and that he has a plan for my life.
my turtle survived too. all of my stuff, cell phone, 5 pairs of shoes, jeremy's football stuff, my art junk has all been recovered, along with my hats. mom even found my "office in a box".
i had glass in my mouth when i got out of the car, that was nasty. i thought i was going to hurl in the ambulance, that wasn't fun either.
no, i didn't go to school today. ryan's last game is tonight, and i'm unhappy that i can't go see him, but i'm happy i'm alive.
i'll have pictures at school tomorrow, and if you aren't at my school, and you really want to see the pictures, e-mail me.
Jesus loves me this i know...

Monday, October 27, 2003

hey all you guys and gals in monitor land...

this week will be good, i can see it now.

homecoming was good, we lost our game though, but that's ok, we didn't expect to win.

quote of the day-ish:
"I love him so much I can't love him."
that's one directly from me.
i thought it might explain/express some of my feelings at the moment. so, yea.

smell of the day-ish:
ME
as in literally, my smell, because like ryan, and zack, and every other guy i know, i too have my own smell, and all the guy friends in my life have told me i smell good, and that makes me feel good.. so, i smell good.

well, i don't really have much else to say other than i love you, and you know who you are. and if you don't, then your eyes are borken and you can't see...

love puddles..............................

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

HOMECOMING 2003

life is great, at leaset mine is... she dug her self in to a hole...

love puddles.......................................

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

fall break, what a glorious thing.

went to arkansas on monday, came back yesterday. went up to the double G and ate steak, rode the 4 wheeler around some, slept, shotsome guns. that was about the extent of it, other than seeing my brother and his friendgirl. she's nifty.

break is going very well. the first week was mostly just staying home, and sleeping in. but that's good enough for me.

ryan and i talked the whole way from church to his house on sunday night. no funny silence, that makes me so happy. i loves me some ryan. i'm going to his game on friday, so that should be fun. he just makes me smile from ear to ear... everytime i even type about him on here, i'm just smilling away...

meanwhile back at the ranch(dressing)...

quote of the day-ish:
"you bought a lion?"
from secondhand lions, a very good movie that i saw today.

smell of the day-ish:
armor all
why: that's what the inside of my car smells like now, it has that"oldish/newcar" smell, so, yea...

that's about enough gabbering... i'll be off.

love puddles...................................................

Saturday, October 11, 2003

well, a small bit of news...

we won our game last night, 40-0, surprise. and Ryan Neieriahsiamandnasansas, as aaron spelled it, won't be too happy because they lost their game, 13-55. i feel so sorry for him... i went to his game and saw how hard he played, and it's just sad that they lose all the time. but we are still undefeated.

more later....
love puddles.........

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

ok, so it's been 9 years since my last post...

boy have i been busy.

this whole being in high school thing, sure is making my sleepy. but i like it. my brother thinks i'm getting more dates than he is... well, this could be true, which makes me feel good for me, but not too good for him. but anywho... these dates have been loads of fun. i'm enjoying myself. living life to the fullest. and not getting enough sleep. but hey, i've only one life to live, why not be sleepy?

i get to dye my hair red, for little women, it's in december though, so it'll be a while, and no, it won't be permanent. i'm irish. topa tha marnin to ya.

i finally got to see ryan on sunday. it felt good to see him again. it's not any fun to have withdrawls of a person. after a week and a half i think you could have called me desperate. but i got to talk to him and see him, and smell him, and just be near him, so i'm smiling from ear to ear.

dan and i had a talk. yea. we've come to the understanding, i guess you could call it, that we are friends. and friends we are. friends are we. this is good, but also bad. but i think in the long run, "everything is gonna be alright". that's a good song.

jeremy and i went on a date last night, we had fun, we played at parks, and i got to play in the sand, and we swang, and it was cute. i had fun. he also helped me wax my truck.

i got 6th of about 60 in poetry on saturday, and nate and i were 1 point from breaking... argh.... but it was fun.

our football team is 6-0, YAY! go us! i love football. this weeks game is home , so i can't do anything on friday but pray... hehe. and next weeks is at centenial. then its HOMECOMING! i'm so excited! yay!

quote of the day-ish:
"manamanah"
-muppets

smell of the day-ish:
zack
why: he's my bestest guy friend in the whole wide world, and he smells wonderful.

love puddles..........................

Tuesday, September 30, 2003

it's been a day of seven since i've posted, so i'm gonna give it a go...

that play last night went really well. that pleases me, very much.

the teen summit at mstu was also good...

but last nights phone conversations were perhaps the best ever.
sunday i was very upset for reasons that i shall keep to my self, and i called Dan, he was he 1st one i thought of at 11:40. so he was asleep, and i left him a voice mail... while i was on stage last night he called me, and so i called him back and talked to him the whole time i was taking my make up of, changing out of my costume and washing the gray out of my hair... he makes me feel really good. like ryan does... wow, 2 really great guys. it's fun to be me. but the other phone call. around 10:30 last night, i'm laying in bed and i hear my phone give me the voice mail beep. so i get up, and get the phone, call my voice mail, listen to my old messages, and then i listen to my knew message, and who should call me but zack gordon. "hey lyn, your message thing is sweet, this is zack, call me back on my cell phone if its not too late when you get this." no, i usually wouldn't be so excited about a guy calling me, but for 2 reasons i was. 1st, zack has been my best guy friend for around 4 years know and for 2 of thouse years, i had/have had very strong feelings for him, other than best friend. 2nd, it's been REALLY long since zack has called me unless he was telling me he couldn't be at whatever we were going to do together. so anyway, i called him back around 10:35 and we talked until around 11:20. he had just called me because he was bored and he thought of me... and that makes me feel really good. and i have come to the conclusion that i am ok with zack and i being just friends, infact, it makes me feel very good... zack and i being just friends that is. so, no more worries about him, of course i'm going to worry about him, but let's just say that if we have a future further than best friends, it'll take a while to convince me of it. and that makes me happy. so now, i'm focusing on dan and ryan. since i'm not in a relationship with either of them other than we go on a date every now and again... it's legal to think about both of them, until i figure out what i want. i haven't seen ryan in 2 weeks... that makes me sad. but i have a "date" with day tonight, we're going to see figments at the high school together. that makes me happy... my life is going very well now...

quote of the day:
"bananas, and that's all i got to say about it."
-kelly and me

smell of the day:
dan
why: he smells good.he has his own smell... good.

love puddles....

Sunday, September 14, 2003

a couple of things make me ger right now....

ryan is kinda being a butt

the sub deb girls haven't called me yet, but that's ok, i think.

and zack is sick, and that just makes me sad for him.

love puddles.......................................................

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

hey homies.

i havent seen ryan in a 4days... sigh.
i'm planning on going to his game to kinda surprise him on friday, because it's their homecoming, and so yea, i'll probably end up calling him in the next ten minutes.

well, school is school, as it always will be so i supose there's is no new news other than, i was nominated for sub deb initiantion, so that's cool.

love puddles........................................................

Sunday, September 07, 2003

ok, so it's been a day or two... ok, a week or two... i've been busy...

think back...

well, i got a part in figments, joy.
i got chamber singers that makes me very very happy.
ryan and i spent a lovely evening on the couchlast sunday watching basic... fun times.
we had the forensics luau which was quite fun. and afterward joely and i had one of our talks. those are always helpful.
we won the football game friday 49 to 6.. played kenwood... it was sad. someone tore our sign down the morning of the pep rally, and that was very disappointing. but we still got second. so that's good. erin, brittany, and i yelled so loud on friday and friday night we all woke up on saturday as hoarse as mr.ed. i'm still pretty hoarse i don't know about anybody else. so there is the past week in a very tiny nutshell, only the highlights, that's all that matters anyway.

quote of the day(ish):
"tears fall down your face, the taste is something new..."
from the all american rejects.. loves me some tyson ritter.

smell of the day(ish):
Victoria's Secret: Very Sexy for Him
why: dang that stuff smells good. patrick made me go in to vicki's hush hush to but it for him because he needed a new smell and he wanted girls to think it smelled good, so of course i bought it for him, only after i made him come in the store... i'm evil, i know....

love puddles...........................................

Thursday, August 28, 2003

well... i'm too "ger" to talk about it right now.. so sorry, i'll talk about it later.

Sunday, August 24, 2003

a couple things to hit on:

1st: yesterday i got a flipphone... in the words of patrick, "it's pimp". it's silver and sparkley and shiny, and brand new. it's very nice. thanks to my mommy.

2nd: aaron just left to head back to harding, ergo....
smell of the day:
Brut
why: that's aaron's smell. he smells quite good too. so, find some Brut, or find aaron, traveling down to arkansas, and take a wiff.

3rd: i don't have a third, it was more than likely just random thought. AHAH! i remember what it was... if your phone (home/cellular) number was on my old phone, let me know so i can put it on my new one! yay!

quote of the day:
"sticks and stones can break your bones, but cement pays homage to tradition."
-Sophia Petrillo
that one comes from chuck grimes, a good friend who helps me win. that's what they're for...

love puddles...............................................

Friday, August 22, 2003

i finished a project in art today, it's really neat. i love it, but i'm not gonna tell you what it is, just that it's a shooting star.
we have about 5 projects in art going right now, mrs.hudson is crazy, but wonderful.

just to let you know... i did. if you don't understand that, it's perfectly ok, don't try to understand it, and above all, don't ask me! if you know/knew the situation, then yes, i did.

yummy... oh dear... ummm...

ANYWAY... i stayed after school today to learn the beauty shop pieces better, and it really helped... one of c.free's more briliant ideas. i audition for that tuesday, along with chamber singers, which i really want, i would like to have beauty shop, but if i don't get it, no biggie. but chamber singers, yea, i want that bad.

also next week are auditions for figments, i want that too, figments is going to be a really good show i think, and i hope to get loni 2, that's the part i want, loni 2... long story, really cool part.

quote of the day:
"on the hill, from the old town chapel, those evening bells would chime..."
from beauty shop audition piece...

smell of the day
Concert Chior: Bass/Tenor Sections
why: everyday, there is some guy in there that smells SO good, and i smell it all through class, and it's intoxicating... come smell us.... umm... no.

love puddles.........................................

Wednesday, August 20, 2003

zack just called, he's not coming, i kinda feel like crying... but i'm not going to...

puddles........................
today was good, along with the past couple days, i actually saw zack, and that's a really good thing... he's supposed to be coming to eat with us tonight, and then we'll go to ft.cooper for church.. so right now, just kinda waiting on him to get here...

well, i'll update almost intresting stuff later...

love puddles..................................

Sunday, August 17, 2003

last night was rather fun, and this morning ryan apologized for not coming last night, he's wonderful.

love puddles........................

Saturday, August 16, 2003

ryan's not coming bowling... which makes me quite miffed.... ger.

quote of the day:
"i don't know why i'm still waiting, i can't make you mine..."
from nfg.

kisses...

love puddles.........................
well, i spent the majority of my day swimming and the breece's and getting a little more sun. i succeeded... just a little tan. and we got to talking about how bored we were, and then decided to go bowling tonight, so darren, patrick, tara, jennifer, ryan and i are going to go bowling... hopefully ryan will come... i really hope he does. i haven't seen him in a day or two, so it's like i'm going through withdrawl... it's not that bad though... although i will admit i have cravings... hahahaha!

so now i'm just kinda waitng for him to call me back so i can know if i have to go pick him up or not... umph...

smell of the day:
My House
why: it just smells like home, when i've been at someone's house a long time(a couple days) it's always good to walk into my own house, and my own room, and smell "our smell" i don't really think our house has a smell, but that's probably because i'm so used smelling it. so walk one in... NO PLEASE DON'T, you'll probably scare the poo out of me...

well, i have to go away for a second... i'll post the rest later...

love puddles..............................................

Friday, August 15, 2003

one more thing... i lost all respect for someone today, to think that she would stoop so low is terrible, but the fact that she did stoop so low, is even worse than the thought.... how could you....?
ger.... why do i get frustrated over things that i don't try to change... if i want it a certain way, i should make/try to make it the way i want it... but do i put out the effort? no....
ahh... i thought of something i can be happy about, i ordered my class ring today, about 3 weeks till i get it... yay.
170 days to go... that's amazing. school, is school, glad it's friday....

quote of the day:
"The ideal dog food takes like postman"
saw that on an animal hospital sign... thought it was funny

smell of the day:
Vicky's Hush Hush: P I N K
why: its from VS so, of course it smells good, seqoia wears it, and she smelled good today...
so go to victoria secret, or find seqoia, and take a big wiff...

kinda solemn right now, no real feelings to express, nor things to discuss...

love puddles..............

Sunday, August 10, 2003

smitten doesn't even get close...

love puddles..................................................
erin and i are seriously aaron and jeremy re-incarnate in different sex.this will be erin's 2nd night over here... aaron and jeremy's long standing record of 3, so we're getting close. we've done 2 nights here, and 1 night at her house, but i don't think that counts.

i saw my ryan today, and he of course was adorable. his cuts and bruises from football camp are still huge, but starting to get smaller... i loves me some ryan, sometimes he's just too perfect... but that's not a bad thing, not a bad thing at all... he's really just sweet, wonderful, sucha gentleman, and dare i say perfect... thank the Lord for Ryan.

quote of the day:
"wine comes before..."
if you were in that conversation, i don't have to finish that statement, if not, too bad for you...

smell of the day:
Bath and Body Works : Creamy Coconut
why: that's the lotion i wore today, and it smells good. thanks to kelly baumgartel i smells like coconut. i love the baumgartel famile, they are so great. mrs.karen, mr.b, kell*b, and even joseph...great family.

accent of the week:
German
erin was playing belle from beauty and the beast, and belle is supposed to be french, and erin made her german, fun times....

love puddles.....................................

Saturday, August 09, 2003

first week of school is done...

sometimes i just get frustrated, and want to be the average teenager. but i can' t do that. i'm a christian. and it's hard.

quote of the day:
"grape"
another from brian regan

smell of the day:
Avon:mark. :Garden Blu
why: i became a mark. representative today, if you're a teenage girl, and you wear makeup, talk to me.

love puddles................................................

Wednesday, August 06, 2003

today was pointless, as are many of my days... especially ones spent accomplishing nothing. i went to school, yay... i got my schedule changed, big yay! that's about it.

quote of the day:
"imbecilen!"
brian regan
very funny guy.

smell of the day:
Cool Water
why: bestfriend cassie ponder wears it, and she always smells good, she and i have the phoiba of "stink" we both always think we stink.. and her C.W. smells good... so yea, C.W.on C.P.

accent of the week:
NORTHERN
great times speaking in dialect... especially this one... the word khakis turns in to kyai-ees and heay nouw donntcha knowe... fun times... with bobby's world.

well, gonna go to do some laundry and try to write a speech.

love puddles.......................................

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

two down, 178 to go...
these past two days have actually been somewhat enjoyable... somewhat.

i'm conflusterated.. so i'm gonna go think now...

more later...

love puddles...................

Sunday, August 03, 2003

lunch was great.my last day of freedom spent with best friend and really good friend who happens to be a boy. and arica... she's... no, not gonna judge, or talk about her.... ANYWAY

i almost feel bad, no i do feel bad about taking ryan to lunch, and he being the only guy, he says he doesn't care, but i hope he's not just trying to cover up the "caring".... he's just so wonderfull. he's such a gentleman, he opened doors, pulled out chairs, and even paid for lunch... isn't he great. i offered to pay, but no... he has to be wonderfull! lol... he's been at football camp all this past week, and that boy has scars like no other... last night at the Hickman county night out against crime, he was doing his boy scoutly thing. he had to make a very small model of a very large monkey bride, and he had rope burns really bad after going across the bridge, and he's so tough and manly around me, i really like that he's the mocho guy... and i really like that he's such a wonderfull guy... thank you Lord for Ryan.

well, with me starting school tomorrow, i have mixed feelings... i'm excited and then i'm like, nope, don't wanna go... but being in C.C. will help a lot of things hopefully. i've fixed the cracks in my manicure, re-done my toenails, gotten a hari cut, had my eyebrows waxed, and gone shopping for a cute outfit for the first and second day... and now, i'm just like, ok, just wanna know what my classes are, and then i wanna go home.. is that a crime, NO!

quote of the day:
"i can't stay, tomorrow i'll be on my way... so don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed, 'cause when you wake up, i won't be there..."
-simple plan

smell of the day:
Ryan
why: the boy smells good... i mean what can i say, he smelled really good the night of the military ball, and he smells good everytime i see him/smell him... lol... i can't really describe it other than good. especially today, after the total of around 4 hours we spent together today, i can't get his smell out of my nose, and i think it's a good thing... i like his smell... so come to church and smell ryan.. NO, please don't...

well... i guess i'll go be smitten some where else...

love puddles..............................................................
going out to lunch with ryan, and erin and who ever erin brings... i'm excited!

Saturday, August 02, 2003

well, hopefully joel, erin, ryan and i are going to lunch tomorrow @ cracker barrel. erin and i are going to the Ezra's Prayer concert tonight at the justice center, i'm excited!

quote of the day:
"I gotta get through this..."
daniel bedingfield

smell of the day:
Old Spice
why:my daddy used to wear it all the time, and he still wears it, and i love it...

love puddles...................

Friday, August 01, 2003

i've just read a page of a friend, and i am VERY confused about a lot of his situation now... he knows who he is... he could inform me... it would make me quit worrying about him... you know i love ya.

love puddles......................
yay beans! i got money today! neato! and lets see, we had our singing at church and it was great. i throughly enjoyed it.

i got sunburnt today, but it's a good sunburn b/c by the time i go to school (on MONDAY) it will be the perfect color... yippee

quote of the day:
"The Lord is my light, and my salvation..."
from a song and a Psalm...

smell of the day:
Vickie's Hush Hush: Secret Crush
why: vitoria's secret makes some good smells! and i especially love this one, i have the lotion, and it's just great... so getcha some/or whatever, V.S. S.C

not really anything to say.... other than Kelly came over last night we watched just married, funny movie, and we went to bed around 2:30, and woke up at 5 til 7 to take her home... that was fun.

ryan got back from football camp today... that makes me smile.

love puddles..................................

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

i made money for laying in the sun today... that's pretty much all i have to do with ian and collin, i sit for them tomorow and friday too. 150 bucks in just 3 days.. that's awesome.

so yea...
quote of the day:
"yea, you're friend with the expensive acne..."
-jinx in die another day
collin and i only watchd it 3 times today... so i rented him another james bond movie... collin thinks he's 007, it's the cutest thing i've ever seen, and well ian, he just plays video games.

smell-o-the day:
Mary-Kate and Ashley's: ONE
why: i was at wal*mart searching for a possible new scent, i'll still wear vanilla, and i saw this ONE, and sniffed, and it smells really good. i was amazed, i usually don't like M-K & A products, but it smelled really good.

4 days of freedom left...
well, i'm off, love puddles......................

Tuesday, July 29, 2003

i hung out with sandra on sunday afternoon/night, and we had a fun time shopping and at church, and that was about all we did. it's been 2 days, so i can't really remember too many of the details.

yesterday erin, aaron and i went to cool springs, and shopped around... i got some cute shirts from express, and some flip-flops and a jacket from old navy. erin and i were in desperate need of some shopping to vent some things. so of course we spent money. and saw some very yummy guys... so that was fun. we were suposed to meet gevin and adam for lunch, but adam decided they would go to opry mills instead... so we didn't get to meet gevin. ger.

today i'm with marcy, we were gonna try to do something on my computer to print some invitations, but that didn't work... just kidding. so... my last 5 days of freedom before school starts... gee... but i'm ready to go back i suppose... not really, but that's ok.

quote of the day:
"i love you like a fat boy loves cake."
i heard that song, by 50cent, yesterday, and i heard that line and thought it was funny.

something new, i'm gonna start having a "smell of the day"... good/bad smells i smell... like the smelly smell of a smelly smell that smells smelly.... yea... WAY TOO MUCH SPONGEBOB with ian and collin....
so with out further adue...

smell of the day:
Bath and Body Works: Warm Vanilla Sugar
why: i wear it everyday, and have for about the past 6 months. at camp, ryan asked me what the smell was, and i asked if it was good or bad, he said good, and it was W.V.S.- so... if you get a chance, go to B&BW, and smell/get some Warm Vanilla Sugar... so you can smell me... or smell like me...

that' s about it... i'm just a rambling idiot...
love puddles.................................................

Friday, July 25, 2003

yay! we have internet again! now i don't feel so deprived.

well, since my last post, not much has happened. sandra and i finally got to talk last night, and we are hanging out sunday afternoon, so that should be fun. we'll go k*marting, and that will be fun too.

quote of the day:
"when i fall in love, it will be completely..."
that's from the song, "when i fall in love" imagine that.

i am actually looking forward to school. amazingly enough, i want to go back, even though i don't. i enjoy my job being watching nick junior, playing video games, and swimming with ian and collin. it's quite fun. but when school starts, at least i'll have something other than that to do.

so, i'm gonna quit ramblin like an idiot... and just leave...
love puddles.......................................................................

Saturday, July 19, 2003

internet at our house is being dumb, so i just got the chance to update... although not really anything has happened.

happy birthdays to loren and joel... and hey sandra, your phone number doesn't like me... it never lets me call you.... sorry. well, i'm gonna get...

quote of the day:
"when you wish upon a star..."
if you don't know what that's from, you worry me.

love puddles.........................

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

i got cute shoes today. they are black and tan flip-flops(of course), but they aren't really like a thong flip-flop... and they have like maybe a 1/2 inch heel. pretty cute-playless $9.

i also shopped online, and got new jeans from old navy for only $22(after shipping/hangling/tax). yay! i love shopping. i so need to go get a top for the first day of school. tee hee hee...

went with the family to see finding nemo, time #2 for me, and they liked it, that's good. and i've also seen pirates both of the carribean and pentzance. both were great shows.

well.. not really anything to say...

quote of the day:
"you made me ink!"
from finding nemo....

love puddles..................................

Monday, July 14, 2003

oh yea, and i have recieved post card #2(#1 was from london) from craig who is on his trip in euroupe, with band people... #2 was from paris.
another day babysitting the faulkner boys... that was fun, it always is. today collin wanted me to stay and not leave, he asked mrs. robbie if i could come back tomorrow... he's so cute. ian of course was great, he's always great.

i took death of a salesman with me, and read about 4 whole words. i felt like i got a lot accomplished.

jeremy is here, along with g-ma and pop-pop, i had completely forgotten they were coming. and i thought jeremy was coming next week, welp... here they are.

i start school in a little less that a month. august 4th. dont' really know what i'm gonna wear, but i'll be adorable of course. =o) i'm really excited about being a junior. a whole lot more excited that i was about being a sophomore. but i imagine nothing will top the excitement of being a senior. although i was very excited when i started high school, why? i have no clue, but hey, it's school. it gives me something to do.

quote of the day:
"i stand to praise you, but i fall to my knees..."
from light the fire, a completely worn out camp song. i was happy when we only sang it 2 times all teen week.

love puddles........................................

Sunday, July 13, 2003

i went to bed at 5:30 friday afternoon and woke up at about 11:05 saturday moning ... 17 hours of sleep... i was tired. so here we go:

camp was great.
SUNDAY was the usual, sign-in say hey to everyone i haven't seen in a year, unpack, goof off till supper, church, feild of dreams(i played football), bon fire devo, makendox, and go to bed. the biggest/best parts of sunday are finding out who's gonna spend the week with you and the bon fire devo. bon fire went really well. it was great. we had it down in the rock quarry, and the fire was huge, the singing was amazing, and it was just cool. and yes, we did have hamburgers for super... imagine that. kelly slept with me, and made me sing to her and the rest of the cabin till she fell asleep at 2AM...

MONDAY we all woke up ready to go, fired up all the way. we divided into teams after breakfast and class and had our first team games. we played soccer, and won, i scored a goal, daniel scored one, and carson and kyle had an assist. the other team, had nothing. our second game we played football, great times... although we lost, it was fun. i got tackled (in flag football) by this very large 14 year old, and oh my goodness! i still hurt! i was hurting all week after that. following team games was lunch, and the theme for the week being "the mole" we had to wear a mole on our face... a large mole... fun. rest time came after lunch, it was good... lots of sleep. we did the creek after rest time. there was this pipe thing to jump off of, and it was really fun. when we got back from the creek, we changed for the pool, where we had more team games. i was in the breath holding constest where i got 5th, the moment i got under water i sneezed! all of my air was gone, and i practically drowned myself trying not to get last. then after the pool was devo and our lesson from paul rogers. following that we had battleball. my team started to do really good, then we got bad, and then we got good again. and then we went to bed about 11:30.

TUESDAY a few of us started to drag our feet. after breakfast and class, we played hush buttons during morning-o-challenges, i had to throw this sock thing and i got 4th,cause i had never done it before... and i of course did not loose my hush button.then we played waffleball, fun game, and the guys won hush buttons. then came lunch, rest time, and then the creek run. i came in 58th(better that last year's 84th) beating a lot of people i didn't think i would have. i beat joe, jackie, courtney, and scott, and a lot of people that could have EASILY beaten me. carson won, and he was on my team, so that was really good. after the hay ride back to the buses and then the bus ride back to camp, we changed for the pool, where we got to just goof off. that was fun. after the pool was devo with craig, and then pass and shoot. my team was good at pass and shoot for about 3 games, and then it was all downhill. after that, we went to bed about 12:00.

WEDNESDAY we were getting tired. we had our usual breakfast and class then we had the softball tourney, our team was brutally beaten twice. the 1st time, it was understandable, the other team was fierce, and the 2nd time, we had the worst field ever, it was long grass, we wouldn't see the bases, which we had to walk out because there weren't any there because we were on a FOOTBALL FIELD. we had to wait for scott to go back to camp, get bases, more bats, and balls, so we could play because we were the losing teams.ehh. we ate at mcdonalds, and got our food cheap then came rest time and that night we went roller skating, megan and i just kicked off our skates and started line dancing about half way through our night at the roller rink, it was really fun, then we skated again. after skating we went and had devotion with darren shavers, and then we had makendox madeness, in which my team had 10 1st places, one of them being me winning ping pong. yay! so after makendox, we went to bed. around 12:30.

THURSDAY everone was really pokey, and worn out we had breakfast and class as usual team games, we lost... and then lunch, rest time, and "the fair up there" we had the blowup stuff you see at fairs, and it was really cool, we had the giant slide, an obsicle course, and jousting, which i on twice. i was no good at the obsticle course though.we had that thing, and "carny" games for about 4 hours, so that was fun. then we had supper and an amazing devo with mike kelley, the singing was so great. it was straight from the heart of every teen in there, and it was just so uplifting, i lost my voice during that devo... and then there was an awesome fireworks show! it was the coolest thing i had ever seen. it was ALL the fireworks that the big tent that half of our youth group works at, it was ALL the fireworks they didn't sell...it was so cool. around 1:00 that morning, we all climbed into bed... about 3:00 that morning we all actually went to sleep.

FRIDAY woke up, ate, cleaned, packed, lunch, left. clint and i always go to snappy's on the square before he goes home, so this year we invited a couple people to go with us, and it was really fun. i almost cried when ryan(not my church ryan) left. i know i haven't mentioned him in the whole post, but i've spent my last 7 summers hanging out with him at camp. every year that's who i spend my week with basicly. ryan is so awesome.. a bit weird, but who's to say i'm normal.

so, now i'm home... and my throat hurts really bad, and i have drainage like nobody's business, but the joys of camp make up for it. i love camp, and the people there.

quote of the day:
"i tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter."
-linkin park

love puddles..............................

Friday, July 04, 2003

well, i finally finished streetcar this morning... blanche was a little nutty...

i went up to camp last night as usual, and saw blake, billy, kentucky, ben, kell*b, whitney, lauren and a whole bunch of other people. blake and i played 3 games of pingpong, needless so say, he beat me every time...we would stay tied at 19, and playing to 21, he got me every time... stinky... but i had a really good time with him. i also spent some time with kell*b, who was in pieces because she got her first kiss... the girl was torn up about it... i thought that was really sad. so she came to talk to me about it, instead of going to anyone else... and that made me feel really special. now, i don't really blame her for not talking to joe(her brother) he might not understand, but i thought she would have talked to jill... i'm glad she came to me. made me feel really special.

well, i need to go for now, but i shall return...
love puddles.................................

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

i think i'll start the day off with the quote of the day:
"Donate your unused IQ points today!"
that comes from my chatter box thing, on the left hand side of my site... every now and again, it says something really odd, and i thought that was one of those.........

so ryan gets home tomorrow.. yippee! lyn is happy. although the poor guy will probably be too tired to speak, i just want to see him. ::big smiles:: words aren't necessary for my happiness, smiles will do.

sandra jenkins left a post on my guestbook last month... that makes me feel really good... all throughout my freshman/sophomore year, i never really felt like sandra really liked me, and then she found out i shopped at K*mart, and hey, whaduya know, she wants to hang out with me.(i kinda hope it's not just because of k*mart) i really like sandra, the fact that she doesn't care what the crap people think about her, and she just says what she feels like saying, reminds me of myself. this year is gonna be fun... so thanks to the great sandrana for being a fellow K*mart shopper. ok, that was REALLY cheesey... kinda a cheddar, or maybe american... that's a knee slapper for ya... sandra, did you get a car/liscence? i thought i saw you driving in dickson the other day, maybe it wasn't you though...

still haven't finished streetcar... oh well.

leaving...
love puddles.....................




Sunday, June 29, 2003

in the middle of "streetcar" i decided to put it down, no real reason... just haven't picked it back up yet....plan to tomorow...ehh.

i saw will today at church...HE CUT OFF ALL HIS HAIR! how dredful is that. although now he looks like a 16 year old... there is nothing wrong with the way he/his hair look.

well, i haven't really much to jabber about today.... so, i'm going to bed.

love puddles...................... sigh

Friday, June 27, 2003

i have sucessfully finished 2 of the 5 summer reading books in the past 5 days. i'm really proud of my self. last year i never read at all. i hardly read my summer reading. it's called sparknotes. they literally saved my english grade in bone last year. wow... last year... it's cool to say that. yay. in about5 weeks i'll start my junior year. yippee! ehh.... but the horrors of school, teachers whom i'm not to fond of, homework, no more andy irwin, spencer lewis, all my other senior friends, but mainly andy, cindy freeman... must i go on. but then there are the blissful things... the things that make me go to school, friends, semi-cute guys, forensics, drama, choir concerts... joy. ok, so i almost want to go back to school. it's not to far off... no rushing, i still have to go shopping for school... i need to baby sit, so i can have somemore funding to the: Lyn Wants Money Fund. te he.. oh well...
gonna go read i guess... 2 down, 3 to go...
quote of the day:
"everybody to the limit!"
from a very funny web site... explore it, it's fun.
love puddles.............................
by the way, for those of you that care... ryan did go to DC... sigh.
you can "chat" on my page, instead of having to leave a lot of blank space on a guestbook entry... love puddles....................

Thursday, June 26, 2003

ok, we're back online at home! YAY!
well... the computer at home got fried from dust. yes. dust. crazy. but since we've been waiting for it to be fixed, i haven't had the opportunity to update, hence doing it at g-ma and pop-pop's house while we wait to go pick up our "new" computer. we now have a DVD burner. i think that's pretty cool, because we can hook it to a VHS thing, and make all our disney TAPES into disney DVDS A LOT cheaper than buying them all. having a burnt copy will do for now.

i was baptist last sunday morning, ehh... not to extatic with my self for that one. i had gone to see "pirates of penzantes" ( really bad spelling ) with erin, and we had a great time.. so i naturally stayed the night with her. imagine that. so the next day i just figured, hey, she likes my church more than she likes her own... so she came to church and devotion with me... and imagine... she spent the night. amazing isn't it? we have decided that we are aaron and jeremy reincarnate as the opposite sex. every time we spend the night together, we end up together atleast the next night at the other house, if not two or more nights. i have something to say to erin...
is your "tour bus" [being] satisfied?
laughter... te he...

devotion was really fun last sunday, we had our small devotion ,and then divided into teams and did the most funnest thing ever... (really good grammar there i know), but anywho... we played chinese cartoon freeze tag, and cup ball... in freeze tag i could catch the little girls, and almost get caught by everyone... not everyone though. in cup ball 1st inning i had 3RBI's and then the 2nd only 2RBI's, and in the 3rd it was 3 more! i was proud of myself... i was a great sacrifice for the team. and i then played hindcatcher for my team. i usually do better in the field, but no one else was going to , so what the hay? it was really fun though.

ryan may have gone to D.C. today, i kinda hope not because we were supposed to go to lunch together on sunday afternoon with erin and adam... but he wasn't at church last night... i suppose he was working. dern work. but if he did go, i hope he has a great time, and getsthere/comes back safe and sound. so erin... i'll call him later(when i get home), and leave a message on your cell phone so you can call adam.

quote of the day:
"we're kinda like 7-11, we're not always doin busiess, but we're always open."
from the boondock saints, erin and i watched that this past weekend with each other. good movie, good times.

love puddles...............

Wednesday, June 18, 2003

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Hi, I'm Lyn, and this is a website.

Monday, June 16, 2003

well... robbie told me that her friday class isn't gonna happen.. that means lots of money for me , isn't going to happen. but in the 2nd semester it will... so i hope. ger....

i have violin tonight.. guess i better go practice...

quote of the day:
"you will reep what you will sow."

love puddles.......................................

Friday, June 13, 2003

For my joely: i love you, you know that... and you know that if you ever need me for anything.. i'm here.

so anyway... my dad leaves for denver in the morning, and aaron leaves for a camping trip tonight. and robbie didn't get the class so my summer/this weekend is basicly shot. mom and i will be home. what we'll be doing i have no clue... but we'lll be home.

i went up to camp last night... it was good i guess, a lot of kids hugged me, and i talked to carss, lauren, and a few other people. and i got to sing. that made me really happy. i think that was the best part of my night. i got to sing. and i got to sing good songs. so, pretty cool...

quote of the day:
"Hosana you're my King..."

love puddles...........................................

Tuesday, June 10, 2003

well.... i suppose my summer is going well. aside from recently being sick(yesterday) and not having hardly any time to do anything... it's great. VBS is this week.. and i must say, my aunt teresa and i did a good job decorating the church... it's pretty cute. lots of fun...

OH! I MADE CONCERT CHOIR! i'm so happy! although it will be 2 more years with c.free, i got what i wanted. yay! it's gonna stink with out spence and nate, andy, matt,brad, larlana, robin, all the seniors that graduated... but then again, it will be a whole new choir.... which is a good thing.

so... since it's early and nothing has really happend yet to day, that's all i have for now...
love puddles........................

Wednesday, June 04, 2003

i suppose today was.. LONG.

fractured fairy tales was preformed 8 times today...

"ashes to ashes, dust to dust... we stick our decrepid interp piece IN THE FIRE TO BURN!"
never again to i want to hear the words..." it'll take your mind off your ugliness..." , " a bundle of sticks? well what for..." , " ANYWAY..." , " pardon me old hag..." ," once upon a time..." or "POOF!" ever again... yes, F.F. was very fun... while in competition... now today, that's another story. although i hid my disapointments of the day to not let team morale down... but dear goodness! EIGHT TIMES IN ONE DAY! and squeeky tall shoes saying "shot me in the face" or " my butt hurts" every flippin time he turned around.

i will admit that in the long run i will miss being the ugly/pretty girl, the narrator, and troll, and out of breath boy, the mirror, and the gride... but for now... those characters can DIE!

i hung out with my fellow interpers today, mainly laura and loren...i must say we had quite a fun day. we sang. a lot. we also talked in whale... from finding nemo. that's a good movie by the way. if you're sheltered like loren.. give it to your parents when you go to college... you/they will see why. other than it being a good movie... there is a good lesson to be learned by parents every where.

i got my report card today! i made all a's and b's... yay! proud of me! i thought i would have done better in one of my classes, but i made a b so i have no complaints.

quote of the day:
"mmmmmmwawaawaaaarar"
-dori
from finding nemo
the r's are silent....

love puddles.......................................

Saturday, May 31, 2003

THIS IS MY 100TH POST!

yay! 100 posts and still running strong. i cried this morning laying in bed, not wanting to get out of the warmth of my toasty water bed... but anyway... i think cried because i didn't cry last night at graduation... i knew i would, so, i surpressed it, and saved it for this morning... not too bad, only a couple of tears. no sniffles or sobs... oh well...

so i suppose there's another year in the bag for me. 11 down... 2 to go... at the same time that extreme realization is both amazing and very sad. but more amazing and wonderfull.... at least at the moment. in 2 years(yesterday) i'll be standing on the DCHS football field, in my white robe, cap and diploma in hand, whinning that my feet hurt because of my cute shoes, surrounded by those i love, and those that love me, smiling for the camera... and also crying that it's over. that those 4 years are nothing but a great memory... spending 4 years with a group of people you see practically every day, and then one day just waking up and they aren't there anymore... is pretty not cool. the only cool part of graduation will be knowing i'm off to Harding to meet all new people, and spend 4 more years with them, but see them everyday, and live with a couple of 'em... and of course knowing that i did it... i know i say that i can't wait to get out of dickson/hickman county... but i won't deny it... i'll cry at my graduation... i'll cry hard.

love puddles...................................................

graduation was last night... which for me was really sad. spence, kenrick, robin, larlana, ern, emily, dana, and andy are all gone. that really makes me sad. especially since dany winir is gone. that just makes me cry. but, oh well... i'll get over it... so there's not really anything else to talk about... kinda bored.
quote of the day:
" your friends are always there even though you can't see 'em."
love puddles..................................

Sunday, May 25, 2003

it's been quite a while since i've updated so in a few words let me bring you up to speed on the past couple weeks....
aaron and mom got home and we've been goofing off since he got here.
erin and i spent the weekend together last week, and then with aaron went to see X2 which is a very good movie.
yesterday erin and i made $100 each for helping out at jill roundtree's wedding... so that's cool. i came home smelling like beer and stuff, but the $100 makes up for it.
only 4 school days until i'm a junior... that makes me quite happy. and then only 2 more years... yay... joy.
quote of the day:
"hiccup..."
because i've had the hiccups all day....
well, not much of an update, i'll try to do more later.....
love puddles.....................................................................

Saturday, May 10, 2003

97
aaron and mom are leaving searcy soon, here in a bit, and so they'll be home later. yay! aaron will be home! yay! that makes me excited.
well, all i have is the quote of the day:
"when in doubt pull out"
thanks to the DCHS band for that one......
love puddles..........................

Thursday, May 08, 2003

well, i just had a lovely conversation with joel that i'm sorta kinda (should i be?) glad that we finally had. about old flames of mine... to him of course... he's glad i told, i well... ya know... dont' really care any more although i do on so many levels... i oddly had the gumption to tell him.. i'm amazed.
love puddles.................................
ok, i have 17 days untill i'm a junior, which means 197 school days until i'm a senoir, which in turn means only 367 days until i graduate! hahahahaha! counting down the days! and tomorow is friday which just makes me life peachy. something that makes it better though, aaron comes home saturday! yay! well, that's about all i have to say for now...
love puddles..........................

Monday, April 28, 2003

ok, so i'm a complete loser for the last post, but i don't really care, and more than likely... niether do you.

so i went to state this past weekend... that was buckets of fun...amazingly cute guys dressed up and making fools of them selfs...all the more fun. our interp broke, and we were great, but we got 6 of 13...not too good, not too bad. i was disapointed.... and well, i sat through 6 HOURS of congress... that's a bad day... but it wasn't too bad, it was quite funny at times. my joely won congress. yay for him.

mac and cheese is good.

well... i'm bored, kinda waiting on ryan to get here... sorta... anyway...

love puddles.....................................

Sunday, April 20, 2003

haven't posted in a while... oh well.

Monday, April 14, 2003

wow am i tired... mow the play is over, andit went very well... fun times.... but i'm sleepy!
love puddles.........................................

Sunday, April 06, 2003

i really do love my life, and i thank God for it everyday. life is good. but ryan is better... hehehe... he forgot our Military ball pictures, they came in! and i'm so happy! i really want to see them! he told me that i looked really good... YAY! hehehe... ::sigh::

Thursday, April 03, 2003

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

my life is wonderful... aside from the occasional migrane i have a wonderful life. and i'm very thankful for it. i love being me.. it's just WAY too much fun... no more fun for me... right.
quote of the day:
"bye bye birdie... i'm gonna miss you so!"
from bbb, come see it in a week! yay!
i'm so happy i that i get to get on stage in one week!
joy and excitement have fludded my soul!
love puddles.............................

Sunday, March 30, 2003

sad to say that spring break is over... tear... oh well, back to school... and only 2 weeks till birdie! AHHH!!! you better be there!
love puddles..........................

Saturday, March 29, 2003

overall today was eventless... although i did start my biology paper, and i finished my latin extra credit. go me. i also hung up my blue jeans... wow. one point for me...
quote of the day:
"If brains were buckets, you'd be a shot glass."
that's from aaron...about somethin/one stupid we were watchin or hearing....
i need to go get gas so i can make it to church in the morning...
love puddles...................

Friday, March 28, 2003

i keep thinking about ryan.... amanda tells me it's because i like the boy... and well yes, i do, and then i think i do, and maybe, and yes, but... and.... GER! i like him, he's wonderful, great, amazing,a boy scout(the boy scout thing counts... a lot.)... so WHY IN HEAVEN"S NAME CAN"T I TELL HIM??!!! afraid of rejection... yes... timid.. yes, i know, i never thought those words would come out of my mouth about my self... but there they are. ::sigh:: i'll just keep thinking.
quote of the day:
"I wanna be the only one, for miles and miles, except for maybe you, and your simple smile...."
-dixie chicks...
i must say i don't really care what they think about war & bush... people are intitled to thier own opinions...and some people voice them nationaly and daily... so what's the big deal?
well, i suppose i've vented enough... even though i don't think that's posible...
love puddles................

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

Tuesday, March 25, 2003

i got new jeans today, and a new sweatery jacket thing. yay! and i got a picture fram for the picture of me and ryan yesterday. it's wiggly! it's really neat. i can't wait to see our pictures... i bet they're so cute.. hehehe... well... blah... gonna go now.
love puddles........................
my mom left this story in my guestbook, and i thought i'd share it with y'all:
it's my quote of the day:
"ONce upon a time there was a girl who fell deeply into like. She had lots of fun while it lasted because she knew that it was just a phase he was going through and he would get over it as soon as hunting season started. So she played her cards right and did not gush, grab, or glom and he remained a reliable date throughout high school instead of burning out in a quick, white hot flame."
having a reliable date is good. i feel like i have a few of those walking around.
I don't really have anything to say, so i'm leaving now...
love puddles.........................

Monday, March 24, 2003

questions of the guestbook have changed.
my feet have just now stopped hurting from saturday night... because of course i wore my shoes to church yesterday morning... i'm smart i know.
quote of the day:
"what i need now is an honest answer..."
thats from a song by the calling... cool band.
i'm a bucket of smiles.
love puddles............

Sunday, March 23, 2003

::smilling::
i was reading one of my previous posts, and wanted to add that ryan was still about an inch to 2 inches taller than i was last night, even with the shoes on.....oh well... he's wonderful.
that was a long post... amazing.
last night was so wonderful. it was basicly perfect...basicly.the ren cen can be really dumb...so can the people that work there. when ryan and i got to the RC they weren't set up yet, so of course we helped. and we were standing around a table, putting down candles when i noticed that ryan had a very large white blob on his uniform coatand that it was also on the other side of his coat. so he got a little anrgy, but no big deal, it wipes off. then ashley notices it on her dress! we finally find that there was ranch dressing all over the back of a chair, and sure enough... i got it on me too. some "smart" one and the ren cen had dropped a salad allover the back of that chair, and not bothered to clean up the dressing. she didn't even say she was sorry. now the fact that ryan, ashley, and i all had discolored spots on our selves was not a big deal at all... but the fact that that lady didn't say sorry! OH NO MA"AM! that's what really ticked me off...but oh well.... it wasn't that noticeable. besides the rest of my night took my mind off of it. ryan and i, along with the rest of JROTC of HCHS and thier dates had a good dinner, and good laughs and good fun. we went down stairs to dance and it was great. ryan and i shared every slow dance, and we talked each other in to line dancing to every stinkin' country song there was, and good time was had by all, i hope. well... ryan and i got "close"... i suppose we were acting like a boyfriend/girlfriend pair... mostly just holding hands and sitting close... but yea... i don't know. i just know i had a really wonderfully-wonderful time last night and i'm so glad i went. ryan looked really nice of course...he got a hair cut, and shined his shoes, and had on all his uniform junk... he looked spiffy. i thought he looked very nice. my corsage matched my dress perfectly,and i can't wait to see the pictures....yay! i'm so glad ryan asked me to go...it was just...great, awesome, fun, neat, wonderful, amazing...pick one. oh yea, he pulled out my chair for me EVERYTIME i sat down, with-out fail...he's great...and so sweet. one word... yay!
quote of the day:
"i hope you dance..."
that dance song by...??faith hill?? was the last song that ryan and i danced to last night... i think. i can't really remember, but that was the best dance we shared.
misty did my hair, and it turned out really pretty.i liked is... it's still done, there's a LOT of hair spray in there! so tonight, or tomorow morning i'll wash it out. it's just pretty.
aaron goes home today...we had a fun week, other people need him (harding) to see him back "home".
alexis and wally came over last night, and carrie was here too, on a date with aaron. something amazing: i was not brusied at all last night! thank you alexis...
aaron told wally to take me to prom... it'd be fun, i'd go... i don't know how ryan would feel, and i don't know that ryan should feel... but if he asks me i'll go... if not, i'm in no way heartbroken. wally's a cool kid.
we got to keep our toasting glass...it's like a champiange glass with a silver fade into blue handle, and the date, and theme, and all on the glass, it's really pretty. and ryan let me keep his little seat label thingy, you know the little thing that they sit in front of your plate to tell you where to sit... what ever that thing is....
but anyway i'm rambling now... last night was wonderful... i'm still smiling, that's how perfect it was, i just can't quit smiling. i'm happy...
love puddles...............................................

Saturday, March 22, 2003

well, today's the day.
i've been up for 2 hours and i'm pretty much ready to go. i thought i would have needed more time, so i woke up early... i took about a 45 minute shower...and then got dressed for the day, and put on my make up...it's pretty. nothing special though. i'll leave the special part to the dress. all i have left to do is get my hair done, slide on my shoes and dress... and wait for Ryan. he's so cute. i imagine he'll look wonderfully handsome in his uniform...hehehe. i'm really excited.i did my nails yesterday and my toenails on thursday night...i guess i was hoping that would make the days go by faster...it didn't help. but it's finally here. and i feel pretty already. i'm inlove with my shoes! mostly because they're flip-flops, but they're really cute. and with them on, i might be as tall as ryan.wow... that makes me feel special.i leave for misty to do my hair in 2 hours! ehh! 2 hours! oh well... it will all be worth the wait.
quote of the day:
"what it is chief!"
from undercover brother, i watched that last night... and thought it was pretty stupid. oh well.
love puddles.............................................

Thursday, March 20, 2003

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

as the militaryball gets closer.. i just get more and more excited. i really am happy to be going. and i love my shoes! but seriously... today was so beautiful! beautiful enough for me to walk 2 miles! yes, all together! it was just so nice out, and i figured while i was trying to get a little sun, i could do something good for me, so i did. i'm still kinda pasty looking, but hopefully the next few days will be sunny.
quote of the day:
"wake me up inside...."
from dd soundtrack really cool song.
love puddles............................

Tuesday, March 18, 2003

i saw daredevil with aaron and will last night...it was pretty ok.got in about midnight and went to bed. now i need to go get ready to go to nashville... more later...
love puddles.....................................................

Monday, March 17, 2003

happy st.patty's day! today everyone is to watch boondock saints...and no you don't have a choice! aaron, will, dad and i are about to watch it...mom's seen it, and she didn't exactly like it. oh well....we knew she wouldn't. its a very cool movie... 2 very hott irish guys killing bad people....whats not to like?
quote of the day:
"don't cross the road if you can't get out of the kitchen..."
from boondock saints.
love puddles.....................

Sunday, March 16, 2003

i got my shoes and earrings for the military ball on saturday! yay! and now i'm just waiting to see if misty will do my hair. hopefully she will. erin and i went shopping and got matching shoes and earrings yippee! we were so cute today...of course. well now i'm just rambling...
love puddles...
i'll shut up now...
erin and i drug our selves to see the sound of music last night... wow, i never thought i would say that is was bad.. oh wait, yes i did! it was terrible. not the best arrangement of it i had ever seen, and the cast was medioker...ok, can't spell. it... just sound it out. well, we had loads of fun, the show stank but we still had fun. so now we're getting ready for church, and being pretty... of course. aaron is home, and we had an awesome time at the concert on friday night! it was great! fun times for all.
quote of the day:
"the nazis are comming! lets sing!"
a direct quote from aaron about sound of music.
off to worship my almighty, powerful, wonderful, loving, forgiving creator...aka...God.
and happy birth day to G-ma.
love puddles.......................................

Friday, March 14, 2003

ahhh.. sweet bliss of spring break. two weeks of spring break for that... yay...i'm so happy. practices have been going well. and 3 days ago we were exactly a month from CLOSING! how sad is that? not very...yes, i love the show, i love the stage, but dear Lord the words "we love you conrad..." sure do get annoying fast... dear blessed spring break...
quote of the day:
"my heart is hard, my prayers are cold..."
aaron is on his way home, and we're going to blue moose when he gets here! yay!
love puddles.........................

Thursday, March 13, 2003

today is wonderfull... i'm once again sitting in biology in the computerlab "working on my paper" shh....
oh well... not like coach really cares what we do in his class. he's nutty. crazy kiddos.
well the quote of the day:
"...gently break my heart... "
love puddles.........................
more when i get home.

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

i got applause today for my solo during practice! that makes me happy! I'm really excited about the Military Ball, and i'm excited that i get to buy shoes to go with my dress! yay! shoes! well, now i'm going to bed.
quote of the day:
"i forgive her, she knoweth not what she doneth."
from BBB.
love puddles......................

Monday, March 10, 2003

ok, so my poetry isn't going to state, and yes i cried. but good news is our interp is! that gets a YAY! next, last night Ryan asked me to go to the Military Ball with him! that gets a double YAY! he's so cute! hehehe!
so i'm supposing my mood is now up to YAY!
quote of the day:
"Make me a servant Lord, make me like You..."
love puddles..........................

Friday, March 07, 2003

we did our interp today. i think we did quite well! and i really hope we did. only 1st and 2nd place go to state, so i really hope we did either of those. yay, district started today, and continues on in to the wee hours of tomorrow evening. cool beans! yay!
quote of the day:
"he had a face like 10 miles of bad road!"
from our interp!
love puddles.......................

Thursday, March 06, 2003

i'm off to write a paper about Julius Caesar...person not the play thank the Lord. i'm offly sleepy, and district starts tomorrow. interp tomorrow, poetry saturday...i dont even know what i'm going to wear! the next 2 nights i won't sleep. if i do it wil be very lightly... just because of a forensics tournament... i don't sleep. not because of jitters, but because it's tradition... i don't sleep before a tournament.... but since we don't have a 3 & 1/2 hour bus ride, i'm thinking that tonight may be an exception to tradition. much love goes out to "goldie red boxershorts", "abby", "suzie q", and "kenny chesney stuffs his pants with a pimento cheese samich" from "dirty little tramp".
quote of the day:
"I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength"
from this little thing called a bible, by this guy named God...
love puddles...................

Wednesday, March 05, 2003

for some odd reason, my blog has not published my past 2 posts, so i will try to sum them all up together.
this week has been good so far, and praise the Lord it's wednesday!
if you know who he is..."dany" has been making my week very good... and if you don't know why or who he is... then i'm sorry, you can't know. that's the way life is. hehehe
my mood as of now has been updated to: tehehe...
for reasons which many people know, but willn't share with you... right...L-word, other other L-word, N-word, and B-word...
quote of the day:
"Kenny Chesney stuffs his pants with a pimento cheese samich!"
why Kenny Chesney stuffs his pants with a pimento cheese samich, i have no earthly idea...but hey, it works... thanks B-word.
love puddles.........................

Monday, March 03, 2003

ok... if you know who "dany" is... let me just say... YAY!
quote of the day:
"Lord be there fo rme when i fall... be there for me when i call.. be there for me dear Lord."
love puddles................

Sunday, March 02, 2003

my mood as of now: Blah...
for reasons which i know, but i willn't share with you.
love puddles.......................

Saturday, March 01, 2003

quote of the day:
"all the flowers of all the tomorrows are in the seeds of today."
-chinese proverb
love puddles................
tinkle tinkle in the car....
EEWWWWW!

Friday, February 28, 2003

Life is good. Thanks God.

Wednesday, February 26, 2003

didn't go to school again today. yay, i guess. i didn't really do anything all day, just kinda was lazy. but that can always be fun.
quote of the day:
"the show must go on...."
Moulin Rouge.
love puddles..............................

Tuesday, February 25, 2003

my advice for the day:
life is full of all kinds of puddles... jump in one...
love puddles.........................
today was full of fun. i had practice, more practice, and then i came home and practiced! wow, suprising isn't it? birdie is coming along quite well, along with interp, and everything else in my life. i love being me. its just so much fun!
quote of the day:
" push button, catch bacon"
if you went to winterfest, you should get that one.. if not, its a funny story.
and no i won't share it with you....
just kidding. i might, one day. when you're old enough.
i'm off to play my violin, and my guitar, and learn my interp lines, and my birdie lines, and my laitn things... yea... its fun to be me!
love puddles....................................

Sunday, February 23, 2003

Saturday, February 22, 2003

Brothers are cool. Well, my brothers that is... they love me! yay! anyway... i'm frizzin! yea, really cold here. ber...well.. this chick is tired...
quote of the day
" a mother doesn't matter any more.."
from MY SONG off bye bye birdie
love puddles.............................

Thursday, February 20, 2003

wow fun! i got mae peterson in bye bye birdie! yippe! that makes me happy. not really the part i wanted but... hey.. it's a part. the production is april 10th, 11th, and 12th.. BE THERE! 5 dollar reserved seats through me! yay!
quote of the day:
"one boy.. one special boy....."
much love...............

Sunday, February 16, 2003

winterfest was amazing! wonderful as always! it was just what i needed, and when i needed it.... thanks God.
quote of the day:
"there's a stirring deep with in me...."

Tuesday, February 11, 2003

wow, all the snow is gone now. it got really warm today.. it was very nice. i'm thinking we'll deffinately be going to school tomorow.. yea so thats cool because bye bye birdie auditions are this week.. joy. i hate the show,but i'm trying out anyway.. ehhh.. why not. so i'm hopping those results turnout well. well, now.....
quote of the day:
"The number one rule, is do not get caught."
that's from the recruit
saw that today, and it was very good. it kept me guessing till the end. great movie. see it.
love...............

Monday, February 10, 2003

i found that on the dchs home page, didn't even know we had one.. guess we do... mr.bone is the coolest.........
Cougar Pride

When the autumn breeze is in the trees
And you see the glare of the stadium light,
The place to be is old DC -
Clad in the orange and blue and white.

'Cuz the Cougar crowd is mighty loud
Its roar is known statewide,
And win or lose, you'll hear no boo's -
Just the sounds of Cougar Pride.

Through all the years, the smiles and tears
And the games that were lost or were won
We Cougars know at heart that the finest part,
Of it all, was the thrill and fun.

And come what may, you can't take away
From us fans of the orange and blue
That great sense of pride that can't be denied
That's in all that we say or we do.
So speak with pride of those teams that tried.
Dickson County has always been blessed,
And come what will, the school on the Hill
Will always be Home of the Best!
- Jimmy Bone
DCHS
its so pretty out here when it snows. last night i was walking my dog, and was just mezmorized at how beautiful the snow was. the last snow we had was pretty, but i guess i just didn't look at it the same. God does so many neato things that we just don't pay enough attention to... i'm so glad that i'm trying to look at them... well gonna go..
quote of the day:
"open the eyes of my heart Lord..."
from -open the eyes of my heart
love.............

Wednesday, February 05, 2003

yay, another week half way over! praise HIM! i went to the FCA devotion on monday, and oh my! it was so wonderfull! i just never wanted to leave! andy and ally's dad spoke, and he was just what i needed! it was great!
well, today was good too, so, off i go.......
quote of the day:
"you will call and the Lord with answer; you will cry out for help, and he will say:'Here I am'"
isaiah 58:9a
love...................................

Sunday, February 02, 2003

today was so pleasant outside, it was just right... very warm for winter here, and it felt very nice. i went to see the production today, and if i do say so my self, the art work looked great, just because i was art head! hehehe....
well, quote of the day, then i'm off
"and it feels like, i'm at an all time low..."
'head on collision' from New Found Glory
love........................
today was so pleasant outside, it was just right... very warm for winter here, and it felt very nice. i went to see the production today, and if i do say so my self, the art work looked great, just because i was art head! hehehe....
well, quote of the day, then i'm off
"and it feels like, i'm at an all time low..."
'head on collision' from New Found Glory
love........................

Friday, January 31, 2003

fun day! great day! blessed day! i'm cold!

Thursday, January 30, 2003

berrrrr...........its really cold outside.... ::shiver:: today was a great day! only because it was thursday meaning that tomorow is friday though...yay! sunday i'm going to see "charlie's aunt" the production @ the high school right now, so that should be fun! yay! well...
quote of the day
"its a little bit funny.. this feeling inside..."
moulin rouge.
love.....................

Tuesday, January 28, 2003

today was lovely.... i got so much accomplished! i was so proud of my self. the play is this weekend, and i got so many things done that needed to be weeks ago! go me! well.. i'm on the phone, and talking to alexis online.. so this whole 3 things at a time is a little hard, gonna go...
quote of the day:
"guapo"
can i get a amen...
hallelujah!
love.....................

Monday, January 27, 2003

wow... we actually went to school today! how exciting that was... RIGHT.... just another school day....everyone was proud of me once again to see me win with my poetry... i had some really good competition again, lets see... Brentwood Acadamy ( 2 girls or 3 ), lexington (josh), and some other school had a few chicks in there.... i had great competition, but once again the queen of poetry triumphs! woo-hoo! yay! joy and excitement have fludded my soul...
quote of the day:
"Almost perferct... but not quite."
a part from my poetry piece...
leaving now...
love............................

Saturday, January 25, 2003

shiver, i'm cold
today, i won with my poetry piece...AGAIN! yay! go me! i'm so happy! any way... really tired, that's ll for now, i'll write more when i'm more awake... i'm really sleepy.... i won, again....and i got 6th with my story.yay! joy and excitement have fludded my soul!
quote of the day:
"HE'S JUST A STALKER!"
ha ha chuck!
ok, only 2 people get that but it's still funny to us!
love................................

Friday, January 24, 2003

today was cold. fridgid. i had practice this morning for tomorow, and also violin at 5. that was great fun, so now i'm all worn out, and i hurt. i'm having a girlie hurt, and i dont' like it. not one bit.any way.. wish me luck.........
quote of the day:
"if the world did not suck, then we would all fall off."
got that from alexis, brother # 3.
love..........................
happy birthday to my daddy... he's 47 today!
still no school! arg.

Thursday, January 23, 2003

mac & cheese!
laziness is quite fun at times, and yet so boring, and unsatisfying
atleast i don't have school.
STUPID snow! we have about a little over a half inch... but the good news is, it's melting. don't get me wrong i love snow... but not when it interferes with my tournaments! ger! i have one on saturday, and i really hope this little bit of snow doesn't move/cancel it....because that would suck. yes. anyway....
quote of the day
"sextus est embarraso vir"
translated: sextus is a pragnant man.
lvoe ya........................................

Wednesday, January 22, 2003

erin kilian is having a birthday shindig at the chatterbox on friday at 6....be there... she knows, but don't tell her! shhh!
wow school is fun! i'm at school right now,and i just gt done doing this report thing... great fun. but at least we were in the computer lab,and now i have something to do.... yea. not really anything has happened today.. just kinda here.
quote of the day:
"special fred, his mommy dropped him on his head, he once was smart but now instead.... he's just a little bit SPECIAL!"
that's stephen lynch! i'm so in love with him... but he's all like blah... but anyway... i'll probably want to marry him... yea.
love ya more than cookies..........................

Tuesday, January 21, 2003

i'm cold
what a lovely day...very cold, but nice. i got out of my house for the 2nd day in a row, how impressive is that?
quote of the day:
"if i was a super hero, i'd be awesome man!"
stephen lynch www.stephenlynch.com
he's really funny...i probably want to marry him.. yea.
love..............
and yet another day of no school... he he he......

Monday, January 20, 2003

no more snow! ger.... i think there is a possiblity of us going to school an hour or so late tomorow, which would be very nice! i just got home from walmart! yay! and i got ulimate silly song countdown(veggie tales) on dvd, and i also got the new good charlotte cd! woo hoo! joy and excitement have flooded my soul! well....
quote for the day:
" your head ha s a thick candy.. shutup richard..."
from tommy boy, great movie
love...........................

Sunday, January 19, 2003

the snow is melting! the road leading up to our house, for what we can see is clear. meaning that there is a SLIGHT chance that we may go to school on tuesday....ehh...good, maybe; bad, probably. i still need to study for a latin test which i would have had on thursday, if not for the saving grace of snow. so yea, i'll probably study tomorow, make it an all day thing, sure, uh huh! i'll study for a little while tomorow night just because there is that SMALL chance of school on tuesday.... yep, we'll probably go on tuesday.it's melting too quick.
quote of the day:
"my little buttercup, has the sweetest smile..."
from the three amigos
pretty not bad movie
love ya more than cookies..............................

Saturday, January 18, 2003

it's snowing again.... snow snow, pretty snow. i'm slowly slipping into the stupids because i haven't been anywhere further than the mail box in 3 days. arg. it's time to get away, no achoolis great, but ger... i need the outside world! i need other communtication! i need to be warm!oh well... all that will come with time... and i'm not complaining about not haveing to go to school.
quote of the day:
"oh the weather out side is frightfull, butthe fire is so delightfull...."
-let it snow

Friday, January 17, 2003

brrrrrrr.................................
yay beans! i fixed cassie's web page and got her a guestbook! go me!
cassie ponder now has a blog! her web address is: www.ponderwithcassie.blogspot.com go check her out, while i try it get her a guestbook
love............................................
yay! another day at home to look at the snow!
quote of the day:
"the greatest thing you will ever learn, is just to love, and be loved in return."
-moulin rouge

Thursday, January 16, 2003

snow
no school today! i'm so excited! i had a test 1st block, that i didn't study for, so now i don't have to take it! yay!i drove in the snow... ehh... that wasn't very cool. then i let my mom drive the rest of the wsy, and we were pretty much ok except for a little slipping and slidding every now and again. no accidents/problems, so it's all good. pray for people still traveling, the roads are already bad. i didn't even set foot in my school building today. we were on the bus, and at the red light right in front of the school drive way, and then the buses started turning around, and we got so excited! we knew we weren't going to school! yay! so i got on the bus, and got off the bus. great fun. it's been snowing pretty hard since about 7:20. varying between 2 extrimities, friggin hard snow, and light floaty snow. for most of the drive home it was friggin hard snow. very limited visiblity we were going like 30 the whole way home, that was fun. our driveway was great fun....almost slid off, ALMOST key word there. the problem with our driveway, along with our nieghbors, it's "straight up" a big hill! and snow on it doesn't help. but atleast it's only snow and not ice... yet. please no ice!
quote of the day:
"People in glass houses sink ships...a penny saved is worth two in a bushel.... and don't cross the road if you can't get out of the kitchen."
-boondock saints
love.............................

Saturday, January 11, 2003

blah...
blah.first week back at school with new classes wasn't that bad. wasn't very exciting though... nothing really happened... just blah. i got my parking sticker...i'm parking in FIELD HOUSE parking lot! meaning i park forever and a day way from the building, but that's ok, cause in the afternoons, i get to get a glimpse of all the cute football/baseball players.... yay. so, not to bad in the afternoon, but sucky in the mornings.
"your body is a wonderland"
-john mayer
love....................................

Thursday, January 09, 2003

he rubbed my nose.... joy and excitement have fludded my soul...
YAY! i just got my new jacket! well i don't really have it yet, but i just ordered it! the yellow american eagle "whistler" 3-in-1 coat! yippe! so... yay! going now..............................

Tuesday, January 07, 2003

well... went back to school today, that was fun aaron is back in arkansas... .so , sadness... oh well, he;ll be home soon.
"he's just a boy, an di'm just a girl... can i make it any more obvious....?"
-avril lavnge

Monday, January 06, 2003

"how wonderful life is.... now you're in the world"
moulin rouge

Thursday, January 02, 2003

the second day into the new year, and it just keeps getting better.
quote of the day: " we're like 7-11, we're always open, but not always doin business"
-boondock saints, great movie....if you're ever in blockbuster, give it a watch.

Wednesday, January 01, 2003

happy new year! i had loads of fun last night! i had a lock in at church, that was fun. a suprise filled night to say the least. great fun! it's 2003! how exciting is that? very if you ask me. only 5 more simesters until i graduate! well, you know, i'm not counting down or anything... it's not that i want to leave family/friends... but i want to leave hickman/dickson county... i nead something bigger than this... i think i'm ready.... i know i feel ready... ger, only 5 more simesters and 3 summers. three summers that should be fun filled and action packed... hopefully, i hate being bored in the middle of summer! oh well, that's about 6 months away.. not need to worry about it now.
here's the quote for the day:
"the future isn't wat it used to be." -yogi beara, probaby spelled his last name wrong, but you get the idea.
love ya more than cookies.........................................